He touched my nipples, and I went over, lights flashing behind my eyelids, and my muscles spasming from the aftershocks.He continued to move through my orgasm, which only heightened the sensations.He dropped his head to my shoulder when he went over.
When he pulled out, it was messy."I'll grab a washcloth."
I waited for him to run the water and come back with a warm washcloth.He cleaned me and the sheets and then climbed into bed with me.He kissed my hair, and my heart squeezed.
I easily drifted off to sleep again, knowing that he'd still be here when I woke.
The next morning, I woke to the smell of eggs and bacon.I stretched, realizing that I'd used muscles I hadn't in a long time last night.Then I hurriedly got dressed so I could eat.My stomach was already rumbling.
Downstairs, he was plating the eggs, and he smiled when he saw me."Morning, beautiful."
Did my heart just grow larger?"Morning."
He gestured for me to join him.When I was close, he wrapped his arm over my shoulder and kissed me.When he pulled away, he asked, "Hungry?"
"Starved."
He waggled his brows."I think I know why."
"You kept me up all last night.And I was so tired when I left the party."
He broke off a piece of bacon and popped it into his mouth."I thought you'd be asleep by the time I got home."
I sighed, taking the plate he offered me, and sat on the stool."I couldn't shut my brain off."
"Are you worried about the apartment?"
Her eyes widened slightly."I haven't even thought about it.Is it awful I'm not looking forward to going back there?"
"You can stay here."
"Only until our engagement is over."I put air quotes around our engagement.
He blew out a breath."I don't like that place.It's not safe.Anyone can go up to your door."
"You have another option?"I asked him.
"There has to be an option where you can park your truck and aren't sacrificing your safety."
I laughed, pushing the scrambled eggs around my plate."Let me know when you find one."
"I'll think about it," he said.
"Won't people wonder why you're trying to find a place for your fiancée to stay?"I asked.
He sighed heavily."You're right."
"It was nice of you to offer.But I'll figure something out."It would be hard to leave the cabin and move back into my tiny apartment.But it was possible.I could do anything for a year or two.I'd already survived so much."Speaking of which, I need to check on my mother soon.I haven't been there in a while."
"You want me to come with you?"
I didn't want him to see the way my mother lived, always in the dark with the TV droning in the background.It was like she had nothing to live for.I'd never been a reason for either of my parents to change what they were doing."You're busy with the brewery."
"If you need me, I'll be there."
"Thanks, Rowan."He was truly the nicest guy."You're going to make the best real fiancé to someone someday."
He waggled his brows."Just not to you?"