Page 44 of Faking it with my Bad Boy Crush

Turning it down meant risking everything—for a bakery on a small island and a woman he'd only known for a week, one he'd never meant to fall for in the first place.

Who would choose that? Who would sacrifice everything for something so uncertain?

"You're going to knead that dough into concrete if you keep going." Tessa's voice cut through my spiraling thoughts. She stood in the doorway of the kitchen, arms crossed, purple-tipped hair pulled back in a bandana. "Want to talk about it?"

"Nothing to talk about." I shaped the over-worked dough into a loaf anyway, knowing it would be dense and tough. A waste of good flour. "The hearing didn't go as planned. We have to wait for an independent survey. The timeline is impossible."

"I'm not talking about the hearing." Tessa moved closer, lowering her voice even though we were alone. "I'm talking about whatever happened between you and Ethan on those courthouse steps. Because you've been stress-baking for three hours, which means something big went down."

I set down the dough and leaned against the counter, suddenly exhausted. "His old firm offered him a deal. Drop the fraud allegations, and they drop the ethics complaint. He keeps his law license."

"Ah." Tessa's expression shifted to understanding. "And you're wondering if he's going to take it."

"I'm wondering if I want him to take it." The admission came out quieter than I intended. "Because if he stays and fights this with me, he loses everything. And that's... that's too much to ask."

"Did he ask if you wanted him to stay?"

"No. I told him to think about it. To really consider what he'd be giving up." I pulled off my apron, suddenly needing to move. "This arrangement was supposed to be simple. Fakedating for a week, legal help for community acceptance. Clean and professional."

"And then you both went and caught feelings," Tessa finished. "Which, by the way, literally everyone saw coming except you two."

"It doesn't matter what we feel. Reality matters. And the reality is Ethan has a chance to save his career if he walks away from this mess. I can't be the reason he destroys his future."

"What if you're not destroying his future?" Tessa followed me into the office. "What if you're helping him build a better one?"

Before I could answer, the back door opened and Ethan walked in, carrying his laptop bag and looking like he hadn't slept. Dark circles under his eyes, his hair disheveled, his usual composed lawyer facade cracking at the edges.

"Morning," he said, his voice rough. "Are you ready to work on the business plan?"

I blinked, confused. "What business plan?"

"The one you're going to present to the island council next week." He set down his laptop, pulling up files. "If the independent survey proves fraud—and it will—you're going to need to show financial viability for the next five years. Prove that Honey & Hearth isn't just surviving, but thriving. Make it politically impossible for anyone to question whether you deserve to keep this place."

"I thought we were waiting for the survey results—"

"We are. But we're also preparing for every possible outcome." Ethan opened a spreadsheet that looked intimidatingly complex. "If the survey proves fraud, great—we have this business plan ready to present. If it somehow doesn't, if we have to fight the property dispute, you'll need this plan anyway to show the court you're a viable business worth protecting."

Tessa looked between us, then grabbed her bag. "I'm going to go... literally anywhere else. You two have fun with yourspreadsheets and emotional tension." She paused at the door. "Maya? Don't overthink this. Just let him help."

After she left, I moved to stand beside Ethan, looking at the spreadsheet. Revenue projections, expense forecasts, growth strategies—all meticulously organized and color-coded.

"When did you do this?"

"Last night. Couldn't sleep, so I pulled your financial records from the last seven years and built projections based on historical growth patterns." He zoomed in on a section showing quarterly revenue. "You've averaged fourteen percent year-over-year growth. That's exceptional for a small business in a seasonal market. But I think you can do better."

"Better how?"

"Sweetheart Week." He pulled up a different sheet. "You told me it's the island's biggest tourism event. What if instead of just being a vendor, you position Honey & Hearth as the signature culinary experience? Offer specialized workshops, pre-order packages for tourists, partnership deals with local hotels."

I studied the projections, seeing what he'd mapped out. "That would require significant up-front investment. New equipment, additional staff, marketing materials—"

"Which is why you apply for the small business development grant the San Juan Islands offers every March." Ethan pulled up the application. "Deadline is March 15th. If you get it—and with these projections and your credentials, you absolutely should—that's twenty-five thousand dollars in capital to expand operations."

My throat tightened. "You researched grant opportunities?"

"I researched everything." He scrolled through tabs—grant applications, partnership opportunities, expansion strategies, marketing analyses. "Because when this legal battle is over, you're not just going to survive, Maya. You're going to dominate.This bakery is going to be so successful, so financially secure, that no investment group will ever be able to threaten it again."

I stared at the screen, at the hours of work he'd clearly put into this, at the detailed vision he'd built for my future.