Page 7 of Dirty Game

“Anything, baby.”

When she slides her drenched pussy along my dick, we both groan at the contact. Pure bliss. She bites down on mybottom lip in a deep moan. Her body shakes in my hands, and she drops her forehead to my shoulder. I hear her chanting, Ohmygodohmygod, in my ear.

Her greedy pussy rubs up and down my pole for so long I think I’m about to come. But then she slows her movements at the top and the tip slides into her.

Her whole body stills at the same time I do. Her eyes lift to mine in shock, and a flood of emotions soars through her eyes. The last of which breaks through my lust. Guilt.

I pull out and wrap her in my arms. But it’s too late. I hear a soft sniffle. Shit.

“What’s wrong, Sully?”

It takes her a moment to catch the breath caught in her throat, but finally she chokes out, “I didn’t mean for that to happen.”

“It’s okay, baby. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

But she’s shaking her head. At least she’s clinging to me and not pushing me away. Not sure if that’s much hope at all, but it feels like something.

“I’m not…this kind of girl. I don’t just sleep with people. I’ve never been with anyone before. Oh my God. I can’t believe I let this happen.”

“It’s okay. You’re allowed to explore this side of you.”

“Not like this,” she mutters.

“Like what?”

After a deep breath, she opens up. When she catches my eye, I wipe at the tears on her cheeks. “Sex is supposed to be about love. And obviously that’s not what this is.”

This isn’t about love. She’s right. And even though I don’t believe sex and love have to be entwined, still, her words cut. More so because her head hangs down in shame.

“It doesn’t always have to be like that—”

“I’ve just always believed it should be like that.”

“Why?”

Her eyes snap back to mine. “It’s just the way I was raised. I know it’s too traditional, but it’s hard to shake the voices in my head.”

“Listen,” I hold her closer. “You didn’t do anything wrong. We stopped the second you felt you went too far. Trust yourself. Trust your body.”

“You’re not upset?”

“Fuck, no.”

That makes her chuckle for some reason. “You realize that sounded a little aggressive, right?”

“Hey, I’m a passionate person. I might come across intense, but I’ll never lie to you. I promise I’m not upset. Can you handle this fucking level of intensity though?” I squeeze her hips to make her chuckle again because I hate seeing this innocent girl cry.

“Thanks for stopping. And um…thanks for not expecting more.”

I don’t know what makes me do it, but I kiss her temple softly. Protectively. “I’m here for you.” The words linger in my brain long after I leave.

Chapter 5

Pax

“Who were you looking at just now?” Zane asks me as I hit the bench after warming up before the game, and I’m asking myself a similar question. Did I just do that? Did I seriously just skate past Sully and give her a head nod? As if she came to the game for me? Fuck. I’ve gotta get my head screwed on right.

Last night we didn’t even sleep together and I can’t get her off my mind.