Gabe snorts under his breath.
“So about that copier.”
“Oh yeah.” She grins.
“Let’s go check it out. Bye boss, thank you for the job. Again, I hope to really give you exactly what you need.”
I swear I can hear Gabe’s internal laughter as they leave the office. The door closes with a silent click and I’m ready to explode.
Don’t think about her.
It.
Any of it.
I stare at the perfect coffee and take a sip.
It truly is my perfect drink order.
And she’s perfect.
Not that she’s mine.
Employee, employee, employee.
If I say it enough, I’ll believe it and I won’t maul her like the animal I am.
I don’t know how long I sit at my desk and watch the door like she’s going to come back in, like I can’t smell her. Like I can’t feel my own need.
I need.
I want.
I dig my hands into my desk and finally sit, knowing full well that my entire body is on fire for the one person it should be ignoring.
I take a deep breath. The door cracks open and she pokes her head in, immediately I smell her.
I want her.
She smiles and I want to both fuck her and kill her.
“Yes?” I barely get out.
Her smile gets wider.
“What did you want me to order you for lunch? And also, I have the documents you need to sign from the overseas contracts in Germany. I’ll email you a DocuSign in a minute. Let me know if you want more coffee or anything else. I’m here at your disposal. I’m here.” I stop breathing.
“To serve you.”
Shit.
I clench my teeth.
I stare her down.
I try not to break.
But know, one day.