Page 41 of Fruit and Flash

“Not the same,” Kai pants as my mouth moves to his nipples. He stills smells like his fancy products, but with a hint of musk from working outside I can’t help but want to rub myself in. “Iprepped at lunch, just in case. That's why I didn’t have time to eat.”

“Well then,” I say as I trail my lips and tongue along his defined abs to lick into his belly button. “Sounds like you do need me.”

“Please, Hayes,” Kai begs and I feel a strong wave of my own need wash over me. This gorgeous man wants me and I can make him feel so good.

“Get the lube,” I practically growl, settling between his thighs and lapping at his hard dick.

Kai bucks off the bed and scrambles to grab the bottle from the night stand. He only lets me take a couple minutes to stretch him before Kai is gabbing at my shoulders and pushing my back onto the mattress. “Wanna ride you, cowboy.”

Chuckling at his phasing, I stop when Kai lubes my cock and climbs over me, slipping on a condom I didn’t even see him grab. He lines me up and sinks halfway down my length in an instant. I grip his hips to slow him down and take a deep breath.

“Slow down, Hawai’i. We have all night.”

Kai puts his hands on my chest and opens his eyes to stare down at me. It may be wishful thinking, but I feel like he’s showing me more than lust in the deep brown depths. Like he’s trying to communicate how much he wants me, and for more than my dick.

Those thoughts don’t make my dick any less interested. If anything, I feel myself swell inside of him and Kai groans.

“Fuck, Hayes. Every time I think you’re so big, it fills me up more,” Kai sinks a little lower and I let him, grunting at the tight heat around my cock. “Need more.”

Pushing up to meet him, we both moan as his supple ass meets my thighs. I stretch my fingers to grip the perfect peach and urge him to keep going. Partners in the past often asked for sex frombehind so they could take me, but not Kai. He takes every inch and grinds down like he can’t get enough.

“So good,” I groan as Kai leans back to brace himself on my legs.

“Yesss,” Kai hisses, letting me know this angle is hitting his spot just right.

We move together in a fast rhythm, slowing down when either of us is close to blowing to make it last longer. I don’t know why we’ve waited to do this again, because I would want to live inside of Kai if he let me.

When I start pounding up into him, Kai practically screams as his dick twitches. I don’t stop, even as his cum shoots out to splash on his stomach and mine. His body ripples with pleasure before he collapses in my arms.

“Don’t stop,” he mumbles into the crook of my neck.

Wrapping my arms around his smaller body, I love how he fits so perfectly. He’s muscled, but just the right size to hold. I pick up speed, sliding my dick along his inner walls, and wonder what it would feel like to fuck him bare. To spill inside of him in a way I’ve never done with another person before.

The idea pushes me over the edge and I still deep inside. Kai moans in my tight grasp as my dick lets loose, spilling over and over again. We breathe together, feeling the aftershocks as our orgasms fade, and I contemplate how sex with Kai somehow gets better every time.

This feels like more than sex now. This time, it felt like we were making love.

Kai starts softly snoring in my arms, but I don’t move to pull out. I let my mind wander, thinking about how I feel for the man who has rocked my world in so many ways.

Do I love him?

Every day, I hate being away from Kai for more than a few hours. I don’t want him to leave town, or even my farm. My heart clenches with a physical pain at the thought.

My sister knows I’m not straight, and at least some of my feelings for my little content creator from Hawai’i. Besides her, I don’t care what anyone else thinks of me. Hell, if she didn’t approve, I can’t see rejecting Kai again. I still feel bad I didn’t hold his hand at the hardware store when I heard my family.

The truth is that I’m far more afraid of losing Kai than I am of being out. Foggy Basin is full of gay couples, anyway.

Would I leave the farm for Kai?

The mental image of me standing in some city, holding Kai’s bag after selling the family farm just to be with him hurts my heart in a different way.

Whether or not I’m in love with Kai, I can’t see him loving me back if he didn’t understand how important this land, my family’s legacy, is to me.

It’s time to take Kristen’s advice and take Kai out on a real date. Dinner at home was fun, and much easier to move on to the bedroom afterwards, but Kai needs to be off the farm too. He deserves to be shown off and celebrated in real life, not only from faceless strangers on the internet.

I can be that man for him. I will be that man.

Instead of waking him for a shower, I roll Kai to the side and clean him up as quickly and quietly as I can before rejoining him in bed. For now, I want to sleep the whole night with Kai in my arms. To wake up and kiss him before the sun rises.