Page 32 of Fruit and Flash

“Don’t worry, I’m not done with you,” Hayes tells me in a low voice that makes my knees weak.

Pushing one finger inside of me, he thrusts past both rings of muscles and has me keening. “More,” I beg, my inhibitions gone with the thought of getting this man’s dick in me. “Please.”

“Whatever you want, Kai.” Hayes says, using my first name where he usually calls me Hawai’i, and I swoon a little to hear my name on his lips.

He pulls his finger out to add more lube, and I’m glad I don’t need to tell him how important it is. When he fingered me in the barn, it was hot, but it also burned afterwards. If he’s sticking that fat dick inside of me, I’ll need lube.

Two fingers stretch me further, and when he twists them to crook upward, he grazes my prostate. “Right there. My prostate. Feels amazing.”

“Like this?” Hayes does the move again and sucks my erection into his mouth, sucking until I’m fully hard. It is all overwhelming and I realize it might be too much.

“Yeah, but not too much or I’ll come.”

Hayes pops off my dick and I lift my head to find him sporting a cocky grin. “Isn’t that the point?”

“Not if you want to fuck me. I’ll be too sensitive.”

“Can’t have that,” Hayes agrees and moves his fingers to scissor them inside of me.

“Are you sure, you haven’t, done this, before?” I pant, taking a deep breath when I get it all out.

“Stretching someone to take my dick or licking someone’s ass?” Hayes asks but goes on without waiting for an answer. “Yes to both. But I’ve never had anal sex.”

“Sure you’re up for it?” I ask, making certain I’m not pushing for something he’s not into. Penetrative sex with a man for the first time is kind of a big deal. “Me taking your man-virginity?”

“Man virginity?” Hayes asks with a laugh as he stills his fingers inside of me. “I think you took that when we hooked up back in spring. And yeah, I’m very much into this.”

“Awesome,” I reply with my own grin. “Then get that big dick inside of me.”

Chapter twenty-two

Hayes

Onethingcanbesaid for sex with Kai, it’s never boring. Every experience is new and exciting, teaching me just as much about myself as him. Such as knowing Kai likes when I tease his dusky nipples, and I learned I like the taste of his precome.

In reality, I think it’s more that I enjoy making Kai feel good. It turns me on to make him moan and writhe from what I’m doing.

There’s also the fact that I haven’t gotten to explore and build towards more with someone in, well, years.

Years of first dates ending in a perfunctory kiss and no desire for a second one. Getting laid once every year or two when I stick it out with a woman I don’t have much to talk about with. Kai, on the other hand, has made it a habit of being nearby and not annoying me. Well, that’s putting it mildly.

Kai is actively interesting. I want to know everything about him so I can hear him say it in his adorable way with exaggerated movements and animated expressions. I can’t get enough of howKai reacts to the simplest things. Sometimes I bring up random facts about the farm animals and growing seasons to watch how excited and interested he gets.

Besides Leon and my family, I’m spending more time with Kai than anyone since college. Honestly, I’m shocked he’s still into me. I’m the boring one. The one with little to say or contribute when the man in front of me has traveled the world.

Right now, though, Kai only has eyes for me. Lust-darkened eyes and full lips swollen from kissing. And I have his blessing to take this further than we’ve gone before.

He joked about my ‘man virginity,’ but it’s not far off from the truth. Sucking his dick was a huge step, but somehow this feels bigger. I know virginity is a construct, but this feels momentous. A shift in my life.

Going up on my knees, I grab a condom from the nightstand and tear it open carefully. A thought occurs to me and I freeze.

“What?” Kai asks, curiosity arching his brow.

“I just realized I can’t get you pregnant.”

“Well, you can try,” Kai teases, suppressing a laugh at my idiocy by rolling his lips together.

“But we should still use a condom,” I add, to finish my thought.