Chapter ten
Hayes
TosayI’msurprisedto end up in bed with Kai would be a lie. Well, not a lie. I had a very small kernel of hope we’d end up there when I invited him out. But I thought the idea was destroyed after the ridiculous farm chase he ended up on. I thought for sure Kai would be done with me, but he isn’t. He’s in my bed, naked and covered in our combined cum.
Without the shock and awe of our first time together, I got to enjoy it more. Plus, I’ve had blow jobs before. I’ve never done this frottage thing. How could I when I’ve denied my attraction to men for so long.
Who knew rubbing two dicks together could feel so good? Well, gay men know.
In the months since we met, I’ve wanted to explore, but looking at gay porn makes me feel weird and exploitive just like when I look at straight porn. Still, I could have done more non-porn research. And the way I came so hard, I could use more orgasms in my life.
Though I don’t think solo orgasms can feel as good as the ones I have with Kai. Something about the younger man gets me going like nobody else ever has.
Plus, I’m laying on him and he seems perfectly content to hold my weight. Women always want my big, hairy and sweaty body off of them as soon as possible. The ones I slept with wanted to shower right away.
Does Kai want to shower? I lean back just enough to see his face where a small, content smile eases my worry. He kisses my nose and then my lips, and it’s a lazy intimacy I don’t know if I’ve ever had. Post sex cuddles and kisses are new to me, and more confusing than the sex. That makes me scared as fuck, so I sit up to give us a little distance.
“You probably need to take a shower,” I offer, moving off of him to stand. “And the dryer is probably close to done.”
“Sure,” Kai gives me a little shrug and sits up, taking my hand to help him off the bed. I offer Kai his discarded underwear but he just holds them in his hand and turns toward the door. “Feel free to join.”
Still blinking with my mouth partially open, Kai opens the door and saunters out. Shadow runs in with a wagging tail and a yip of excitement. He’s not used to closed doors in the house, and I’m wondering what he would do if I had sex with the door open when I hear the shower turn on from down the hall. My dog doesn’t sleep on my bed, mostly because it’s only a full size and I like to spread out, but now I’m glad.
Would Kai want to spend the night? I’m not sure if I’m ready for that. He doesn’t seem to be looking for more than a fuck buddy. In theory, that’s what I’m looking for too. Being with a man is new and exciting, but I’m not sure it’s what I want long-term.
The sound of the curtain opening and closing has me wandering down the hall. I can see Kai’s outline through the thin fabric, and I’m on the fence.
“You coming, Farmboy?” Kai asks over the sound of water sluicing against his body.
My mind says I should walk away, give us some space after the overwhelming sex and feelings I’m going through. My body has me striding into the bathroom and pulling the curtain aside to reveal Kai in all his wet, naked glory.
Shadow is at my heels, so I point to the hallway and give him a low command, “Go to bed.” Shadow is the goodest of good boys and runs out to lay in his padded dog bed where I trained him to go. I owe him a treat or two for his behavior tonight.
Looking back at Kai’s body, I stride forward. The tub is going to barely fit the both of us, but I step in anyway.
“Water hog,” Kai teases as I block the stream from hitting him around my broad shoulders. I turn sideways and pull him close. Kai hums and leans into me. “Thank you.”
“Welcome,” I answer in a gruff voice. “Hand me the loofah?”
Kai grabs it off the hook on the wall-mounted shelf, squeezing some of the bodywash I got in trade for tomatoes and squash last year. I can’t see his face, but I can imagine his wry grin as he hands the loofah over. Following his lead, I rub at his belly and chest where I know our cum got all over him.
When I get to his dick, I feel Kai twitch under the attention. He turns around in my arms and holds out his hand. “My turn.”
Taking the sudsy scrubber from me, Kai starts at my shoulders and works down to my stomach. I’m not as fit as I used to be, a small belly and a lot of hair hiding the abs I had in college, but he seems to enjoy my body. Kai licks his lips as he cleans the top of my pubes and I feel my stomach jump. My dick needs more time to rally, but I’m very much turned on.
Reaching up, I pull the hand-held showerhead off and use it to rinse us both off. We’re looking into each other’s eyes, and I can’t read what Kai wants. Does he want me to ask him to stay over? We could fool around some more in the morning before I feed the animals. He never did film his content.
“Do you–” I start, but the sound of the dryer interrupts the moment.
Kai turns off the water and squeezes out around me. “Thank you for the aftercare.”
“Aftercare?” I ask, hanging the showerhead back in its spot before grabbing a towel from over Kai’s head. “Here.”
“Thanks,” Kai dries himself off and I’m sad when he keeps the towel wrapped around his waist, hiding his pert ass and dick I want to explore. “Aftercare is how you take care of a partner after sexy times or kinky play.”
“Is frotting kinky?” I ask, rubbing the towel over my head to stop the dripping down my back.
“Ha, no,” Kai laughs and grabs his underwear before moving to exit. “Frotting is introductory level gay sex.”