Page 155 of Silver Sweet

“Think you can take me again?” he asks.

Can I?Maybe.Do I want to?Yes, yes, I fucking do.My overachieving soul is telling him, “I can take it all fucking night, Phoenix. I’m highly gifted.”

“Seriously.”

“Seriously.”

He glares. “Seriously.”

Fine. “Pourquoi ne viens-tu pas ici pour le découvrir?”Why don’t you come here to find out?

I swear he almost smiles, and very huskily, he says, “Je vais venir.”I’ll come.“Inside you.”

Holy shit. “Sounds like a threat.”

“It’s not an empty one.” We’ve both been tested recently, all negative, and we’re only having sex with each other, so I’m more than okay with no condom.

I’ve never had sex without one, though. So my pulse begins to race ahead of me. When I face forward, I feel him kneeling on the bed.

There is a tiny tickle in my brain that says,You should be working on the final song, Tom Carraway. You’re running out of time.Is this just fear speaking?

As soon as Phoenix drapes over me, his firm chest flush with my back, all voices of doubt silence in my head. His strong hands root my wrists higher up the bed. I am caged beneath the drummer of my dreams.

My breath is short and shallow. I almost grind into the mattress for friction against my aching cock.

I need him like I’ve never needed anyone. His jaw brushes against mine, his lips near mine as he turns his head toward me. The deeper, more tunnelling look he drives into me is everything and more. It feels like I’m being fucked before he’s even inside of me.

I swallow hard. I don’t pretend that I’m not nervous. He can hear my ragged breath that comes through my nose.

“Trop intime?” he whispers.Too intimate?

My pulse ascends. “C’est trop. Tout ça.”It’s too much. All of it.I take a breath. “Voilà pourquoi j’aime ça.”That’s why I love it.

He kisses me, just long enough that I don’t pass out. “J’aime ça aussi.” He saysI love it toobefore he clutches my hip and flexes deep into me.

Holy shit.

His hand returns to mine on the bed. He laces our fingers, and there is nowhere safe to concentrate. The feeling of him buried inside me,gone.The aggressive sound of him pounding against my ass,gone.The motion of his body rocking mine forward during every thrust,gone.The desperation I feel and hear in his groans and unrelenting pace,very fucking gone.

I am deceased underneath Phoenix St. Pierre. Clawing at the sheets. Forehead pressed into the mattress. He tries to turn my head. But I can’t—I really can’t.

He’s killed me.

“My—” I need my hands. “You—” I try to move my hands, but they’re trapped in his. “Phoenix, please.Stop.” I come so hard with the wordstop. My whole body goes rigid.

“Tom, hey, talk to me.” Phoenix has pulled out of me. I think the second I saidstop, he did.

My face is a roasted red pepper. I came hands-free, which is a grand achievement, but I’m too focused on the fact that I ruinedhis sheets with my load. Like…fuck.It would be different if they were my sheets to ruin.

“Are you hurt? In pain?” Phoenix asks urgently.

“Yes,” I groan into the mattress, my hands on my head. I’m never fucking moving. I am going to die here.

“Man, please stop speaking to the bed and talk to me.” He’s rubbing circles on my back, and that feels great. I love the concern.

I’m feeling very taken care of during this funeral of mine.

“Real hurt? Real pain?” Phoenix asks. “Or just a bruised ego?”