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Heat rises from my chest to my jaw to my cheekbones. He can see it—I know he can—and the flush isn't just embarrassment. The heat in my belly has fused with the gentleness, become something liquid and drowning and absolutely unacceptable.

I got wet. Standing on a training floor with a bruise on my ribs and a blade in my hand and a shadow prince close enough to smell, I got wet from a shadow touching me gently, and the humiliation of it burns hotter than the flush.

"Again tomorrow," he says. His voice hasn't changed. Level, dark, unhurried.

His shadows have changed. They curl toward me across the stone floor with a slow, deliberate tenderness that has nothing to do with training and everything to do with what just happened—the flinch, the lean, the five heartbeats where I let myself be touched.

I nod. I don't trust my voice. I leave before he can see that my eyes are bright, and I walk back to my room through corridors the palace doesn't move, and I sit on the bed I refuse to sleep in and press my face into my hands and breathe until the tightness in my throat goes away.

It doesn't go away. It sits there, hot and swollen, the ache of someone who has been thirsty for so long she forgot what watertasted like and has just been offered a sip and is furious about how badly she wanted it.

The knife is under the pillow. The blade is still in my hand.

I put the blade on the table beside the bed. It hums against the stone—a low, contented vibration, like a cat that has found its place and settled.

"Don't get comfortable," I tell it. "This is temporary. Everything is temporary."

The blade hums.

I don't believe myself either.

13

CALIGO

I'm turning a thief into a weapon and the weapon is turning out to be better than the thief.

Every criminal instinct she developed in the rookeries translates. Stealth becomes infiltration—she already moves through hostile territory like water through cracks, finding the gaps, exploiting the architecture, disappearing into shadows that aren't mine. Lock-picking becomes trap-setting—the same mechanical intelligence that reads a lock mechanism can read the mechanisms of a room, identifying which door will trap and which will release, which floorboard creaks and which stays silent. Her ability to case a building for profit becomes the ability to case it for threat.

She fights the training. Not with refusal—with questions. Why this technique. Why this approach. Why a blade when poison is cleaner. She argues every point the way she argued the sibling terms—precise, relentless, probing for the weakness in my logic.

She finds weaknesses. Not many. But enough that I've adjusted three training protocols in two weeks because anineteen-year-old street thief identified inefficiencies that four centuries of Shadow Court doctrine missed.

I shouldn't find this arousing. Watching her tear apart my training methods shouldn't make my cock shift against my thigh with that heavy, pulling pressure. But her mind works the way her hands work—fast, exact, finding the seams—and watching her dismantle my assumptions is the same pleasure as watching her dismantle a ward.

My little thief.

My shadows pool around the edge of the training floor and lean toward her like plants toward light they haven't seen in centuries. They are not subtle about it. She has noticed. She kicks them when they crowd her feet.

I don't tell her to stop. The kicking is part of the pleasure.

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Two weeks into the transformation, I deliver the first sibling report.

The shadow-courier brings it to her room at midday. Three pages—lodging inspection, dietary record, medical assessment, tutoring progress—and four images captured by shadow-impression, the closest thing my court produces to photographs. Marcus in a proper wool coat, the kind she has been saving for and failing to afford for two winters. Elena at a desk with actual books—not stolen, not water-damaged, books that belong to her, spines uncracked. Tommy in a garden with grass under his shoes, grinning at something outside the frame with the radiance of a child who has been given more space than he knew existed.

I deliver the report and leave. But my shadows—one, a small surveillance tendril thin as thread—stays.

She reads the report sitting on the floor. Not the bed, not the chair. The floor. Cross-legged, the way she sat in the flat while she wrote terms. She goes through the pages with the samemethodical attention she gives a lock assessment—clause by clause, detail by detail, checking every promise against delivery.

Then she reaches the images.

Her hands shake.

Not her picking hands, not her blade hands—her hands. The whole of them, fingers to wrists, a tremor that starts deep and works outward and does not stop. She holds the image of Tommy in the garden and her jaw works and her throat moves and she does not cry. She presses her lips together until they go white and she does not cry. She puts the images under her pillow—all four of them, carefully, the way you put something precious in the one safe place you trust—and she sits on the floor with her hands in her lap and her eyes dry and her whole body shaking with the effort of not breaking.

My shadow on the door frame makes a pattern I haven't made in centuries. The curl comes without instruction—a slow, dense wrapping of shadow around the frame, the kind of protective gesture that bond-mated males make around their female's sleeping space. I haven't been bond-mated. I haven't made this pattern since the battle that broke me. My shadows are making it without my permission, reaching for her the way they reach for her in every room, and the pattern means mine and the pattern means keep her safe and I walk away before she can see it.