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A pause. Nephilik makes a note. "Stone Court withdrew from the summit again."

"Stone Court is waiting to see which way this falls. They'll wait as long as they need to—geological patience." I move to the next report. "We don't need Stone Court yet. We need them not actively moving against us. Which they aren't."

"Mist Court's conciliatory messages?—"

"Reconnaissance. File them."

"Ember's watching."

"Everyone's watching." I set the reports down. Thirty-eight members. A court at sixty percent and a throne room with too many empty chairs and every neighbouring power watching to see how long before the structure fails completely. Seven hundred years I've held this together through discipline and patience and the particular refusal to die that has been my only constant.

I'm not finished yet.

"The girl opened the archive wards," Nephilik says. Not a question. He would have heard from the court within an hour of it happening—news moves fast through thirty-eight members with nothing to do but watch.

"Yes."

"Nine-hundred-year-old wards."

"Yes."

He's quiet for a moment. Nephilik at his most careful is Nephilik at his most useful—he thinks before he speaks, unlike most of the court, and what he produces is worth waiting for. "What does she think she is?"

"Human. A thief with a peculiar talent for locks." I watch my shadows on the wall—still angled toward the east wing, still reaching. "She hasn't connected what she is to what the court needs. She's close. She went back to the archive doors this morning."

"On her own?"

"On her own."

Nephilik absorbs this. "And when she makes the connection?"

"She'll run." I say it plainly. "She'll run, and she'll plan, and she'll try to negotiate her way out of it with four pages ofwritten terms and that very precise mind of hers. And then she'll realise there's nowhere to run to, and she'll stop running, and she'll start making different decisions." I lean back in the throne. "She's already making different decisions. She just doesn't know it yet."

"You sound certain."

"I am certain." The wanting is a constant low ache behind my ribs and in my cock and in every shadow I own, and I am certain the way a court recognises its match—below thought, below strategy, in the bone. "She's mine. The Blood Debt named her. The palace knows it. My shadows know it. She'll know it when I've finished making sure she can't unknow it."

Nephilik is quiet for a long moment. "Sybillis won't wait indefinitely."

"Sybillis doesn't have to wait. I need a week. Two at most." I gather the reports. "Give the Frost Court shadow its orders and tell Stone Court's embassy we'll be ready to meet at the next summit. Make it sound like confidence."

"It will sound like confidence because you'll sign it."

"Exactly."

He leaves. The reports stay. I look at them—the whole board laid out in shadow-courier script, every court measuring the gap between what we were and what we are—and I feel the ache in my cock and the reach of my shadows and the faint trace of her scent still moving through the ventilation from the east wing.

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My little thief, standing at doors that open for her. Learning what she is the way she learns everything—by touch, by test, by methodical accumulation of evidence until the picture is too complete to argue with.

She'll get there. I've watched her work. She doesn't stop until the lock yields.

My cock aches. Low and heavy and grinding, the constant presence it's been since I stepped into her flat and breathed her in. I can't take her yet—not because I'm concerned with her willingness in any sentimental sense. Because the soul has to be corrupted before the body is claimed. That's the mechanism. Her darkness has to be chosen and owned and irreversible before the bond seals at the level I need. Right now she still thinks she's leaving. She still thinks this is temporary. She still thinks the thief from Coalside and the shadow operative are two different women and one of them is getting out.

I need her to stop thinking that. I need the dark to be in her so completely that she can't remember which parts of herself existed before it. One kill. The garden. The blade fitting her hand. That's the beginning. I need more.

When I have it—when she's fully mine in the place that matters most, the place she can't negotiate her way out of—I'll take the rest. She'll fight me. She'll call it something other than what it is. That's fine. That's better than fine. She can protest all she likes while her body does what her blood has always known it would do. The fighting makes it better. I've had seven centuries to think about what I want from this moment, and what I want is all of her—the fury and the darkness and the thief's hands and the body she's been trying to keep out of my reach—and I'm going to have every piece of it.


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