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Every failed escape is another brick in the wall I'm building around her. Not stone walls. Not locked doors. Those she'd find a way through—she already has three times. What I'm building is darker and more permanent: the court recognising her, the palace opening for her, the blade fitting her hand, the dark choosing her back. By the time her soul is fully in it she won't know where she ends and Shadow Court begins. That's the point. Soul before body. Corruption before claiming. When the darkness is irreversible—when she can't go back to the girl who stole bread and called it a life—then I'll take her, and the bond will seal, and it won't matter what she calls it or how hard she fights.

She'll fight. I'm counting on it. There's no version of this where Lilith Grey doesn't fight, and I have no interest in a version where she doesn't. Her fury is going to make it better. Her protests are going to make it better. Everything she brings to that moment—the defiance and the dark and the body that's already responding to me whether she acknowledges it or not—all of it feeds the bond. All of it is mine.

Mine.

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LILITH

The palace cheats.

I don't mean it behaves unpredictably—I can work with unpredictable. Unpredictable is just a lock you haven't studied long enough. I mean it cheats. It waits until I've memorised a route, lets me walk it twice with confidence, and then moves the walls while I sleep. Professional insult. If a building is going to outsmart me, it could at least have the decency to be consistent about it.

Day one, I map the east wing.

Fourteen corridors, six staircases, thirty-one doors. I scratch the route into a scrap of paper with the stub of a pencil I brought from Ashworth, using the shorthand Marcus and I developed for warehouse runs—left turns as chevrons, right turns as hooks, dead ends as crosses. The corridors are cold and narrow and lit by shadow-lamps that give off blue-grey light without any warmth in it, like being underwater with the sun somewhere far above. The stone under my boots is smooth as river glass, worn by seven centuries of Fae feet, and the walls when I trail my fingers along them are always the same temperature—just below comfortable, just enough to make me aware of my own skin.

No one speaks to me. Two Fae pass me in the main corridor—tall, dark-clad, with horns shorter than his and shadows that pool wide across the floor. When I walk toward them their shadows contract. Pull inward. Like water drawing back from a stone just before a wave breaks. They don't look at me directly. They look at the wall beside me. Professional training, I'd guess, except their faces are too careful to be trained—they're genuinely unsettled, and the knowledge sits in my chest like a picked lock. Click. Filed. Useful, possibly.

I find the kitchens by smell before I find them by corridor. Real food—roasted meat, something herbed, bread that isn't charity loaves. The kitchen itself is enormous and mostly empty, run by three Fae I never see clearly because they move between the prep tables like shadows given task and purpose. One of them sets a plate at the end of the long wooden table and doesn't look at me and doesn't speak. The food is better than anything I've eaten in two years and I eat it standing up with my back to the wall, watching the exits, trying not to look grateful.

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Day two, seven of the fourteen corridors have moved.

A staircase that went up now goes down. A door I marked as storage opens onto a hall the size of a cathedral, black stone pillars rising into darkness so high I can't see the ceiling. I stand in the doorway and stare up and think: I've been outsmarted by masonry.

The hall is cold and still and the air in it is different—drier, older, like it's been sealed for years and this is the first breath it's taken. My voice when I speak sounds too small for the space.

"This is professionally humiliating," I tell the hall.

It doesn't respond. I didn't expect it to, but in my experience, talking to the obstacle is the first step to understanding it.

A sound from further in the corridor—footsteps. Another court Fae, this one alone, carrying a stack of bound volumesagainst his chest. He stops when he sees me. His shadow stops with him, and then—slowly, like a dog pressing its nose toward a stranger's hand—it extends across the floor toward my boots. He watches it happen with the expression of a male who has never seen his own shadow disobey him before. Then he pulls it back, lifts his chin, and walks past me without a word.

I look down at the floor where his shadow touched the stone near my feet. I look at my own shadow, which is the ordinary dark shape of a girl with a coat and a bad attitude and no explanation for any of this.

Right.

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By day three, the useless map has seventeen corrections.

I've given up drawing lines and started drawing the things that don't move. My room first—always in the same place, at the end of the east wing, carved from something that looks like solidified shadow. The ceiling is high enough for someone with wings and horns, which means it's absurdly high for someone who is five feet four and had a ceiling so low in Coalside that Marcus couldn't stand up straight.

The bed is vast. The sheets are dark silk, smooth and cold when I press my palm against them—the kind of sheets I'd have sold for a week's rent without hesitation six months ago. I sleep on top of them in my clothes with my boots on and my knife under the pillow because I am not that stupid, but I notice them. Every night I notice them.

The walls of my room are the same black stone as everything else but they've been finished differently—smoother, almost polished, so the shadow-lamp light slides across them rather than sinking in. Sometimes I think the stone is warm where I press my hand. Not warm like the passage boundary was warm—not that unbearable welcoming heat—but present. Aware.

I move on quickly when I notice that.

The kitchens still don't move. The path from my room stays reliable—same left turn, same long corridor, same arched doorway. As if the palace has decided I need to eat and has arranged the architecture to make sure I can find the food. I don't like that. A building that anticipates your needs is a building that's watching you, and I've had quite enough of being watched by things made of shadow.

But the doors.

The doors are the problem. The doors are the thing I can't explain and can't ignore and can't stop testing, because I am a thief and locked doors are not something I walk past.

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