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Ninety-seven percent.

I sit on the throne. The drawing is on the wall behind me. A charcoal shadow-flower on ha'penny paper, held by a shadow that will not let it fall.

I take the practice lock from my pocket. Brass. Three tumblers. I try the first tumbler. It gives. The second—resistant, stubborn, the kind of lock that requires patience.

In the garden, through the open archway, I hear Tommy laugh.

I work the second tumbler. It clicks.

EPILOGUE: LILITH

Eight months later, the lock opens.

Not a metaphor. The actual lock—the brass three-tumbler practice lock I gave him in the throne room on the day I came back with a file and a set of conditions and the stubborn refusal to let either of us pretend the worst parts didn't happen. He has been practising. Every night. The same lock, the same three tumblers, the patient repetition of a male who rules a shadow realm learning the smallest skill his woman knows.

He opens it in fourteen seconds. Down from three minutes, forty-two seconds on the first attempt. I timed it. I've been timing it since the beginning because I am a thief and thieves measure what matters in seconds.

"Fourteen," I tell him. "You're improving."

"You opened it in twelve at age eight."

"I was motivated. Marcus was locked in a coal cellar."

He turns the lock in his hands. His fingers—long, grey, the fingers that grip a throne and sign treaties and traced the shadow-marks on my skin while I arched against him in the dark—work the tumblers with something that's almost skill. Not a thief's hands. Not yet. But learning. Eight months of learning,the way I spent eight months learning his language—shadow-patterns, court politics, the silent syntax of a male who spent seven centuries letting the dark speak for him.

We're even now. Or close enough.

We are in the garden. The shadow-blooms are at full reach—the dark petals open wide in the midday dark, the flowers that grew from his grief and bloomed for my return and now line every pathway in a garden that the palace redesigned around the walking routes I prefer. The palace learned my habits. The shadows mapped my patterns. The court adjusted.

I adjusted too. Not to the court. To the carrying.

Eight months. The twins sit low and heavy in my belly—two presences I didn't plan for and didn't choose and am choosing every day, the same way I chose the bond and the court and the male whose shadows trace circles on my lower back when I stand too long. I didn't know twins were possible. The court did. Caligo's shadows knew the night of conception—two sparks in the shadow-map, two presences that the living dark surrounded and cradled before either of us had a word for what they were.

The healer says any day. I told the healer I'd deliver on my own schedule and the healer looked at Caligo and Caligo looked at the ceiling and said nothing because he's learned, in eight months, that arguing with me about my own body is a lock he'll never pick.

I stand in the garden with my hand on my belly and the shadow-blade at my hip—because I am eight months pregnant and I am still armed, because the queen of Shadow Court doesn't go unarmed to the garden, because I am Lilith Grey and the blade is part of me the way the lock-picks are part of me the way the marks on my skin are part of me. The twins move when the blade hums. They move when the shadows touch me. They're already fluent in the language of this court and they haven't yet been born.

The court runs at ninety-eight percent. The remaining two percent is the work of a lifetime and I've a lifetime to give it. Two percentage points that will close when they close, on my schedule, at my pace, the way every tumbler in this place has eventually clicked for me.

Sybillis is gone. Exiled—not executed, because I argued for exile and the argument was the first one I won in the strategy room and Caligo looked at me with the expression of a male who's been out-negotiated by a rookeries thief and is choosing to find it instructive. She is somewhere in the borderlands. Her shadows are thin. She sends no messages. I do not think about her often, but when I do, I think: she held this court together for three centuries on loyalty alone, and the loyalty was real, and the betrayal was real, and both things. Always both things.

Elena sends letters. Weekly. Precise, detailed, containing nothing of use and everything that matters—the books she's reading, Marcus's marks at school, Tommy's latest drawing, the weather in Ashworth, the way the flat feels different now that it is warm and clean and funded by a shadow court that does not ask for repayment. She doesn't ask about the pregnancy. She knows. Elena knows everything. She's been reading since she could hold a book and she reads between lines the way I read between tumblers.

Marcus sends shorter letters. Practical. "The school is fine. The coat still fits. Tommy drew a dragon. He says it is a shadow-dragon but it looks like a horse."

Tommy sends drawings. Every week. Shadow-flowers and shadow-dragons and, once, a portrait of Caligo that is exactly wrong in every detail—the horns too small, the eyes too round, the expression too gentle—and somehow captures the male more accurately than any court artist. Caligo pinned it beside the first one. The shadows hold them both. Six drawings now, each one held by a tendril that won't let it fall.

They visited last month. Marcus, Elena, Tommy—three days in the palace, the first time any of them had seen it. Marcus walked the corridors with his hands in his pockets and said nothing and touched every lock he passed. Elena found the archives within an hour and had to be physically removed for meals. Tommy talked to the shadows. They talked back. He's eight years old and not afraid of anything made of dark, because his sister taught him that dark isn't the same as dangerous, and the shadows wrapped around his ankles like cats and followed him through every corridor and Caligo watched from the doorway and his face did the thing—the fractional movement, not a smile, the closest he gets.

I waddle—the word is accurate and I refuse to use a more dignified one—through the garden to the pool. The reflecting pool where Oberon—the dead alpha, the spirit of Shadow Court's ancient prince—appeared to Caligo in silver-eyed manifestation and said things about locks and choices and the cruelty of free will.

Oberon is in the water.

Not the shadow-manifestation. Not the silver eyes in the dark. A reflection—clear, sharp, the kind of image that doesn't waver because the thing it reflects isn't physical. He looks at me from the surface of the pool with the ancient patience of a dead alpha who has been watching from reflections for three thousand years, guiding a prophecy he cannot touch with hands he no longer has.

"Seven down," he says. His voice carries the flat certainty of the dead. "One remaining."

"Crystal Court." I know the count. Seven bonds sealed—seven courts restored, seven omegas claimed, seven debts paid by women who didn't owe them. One court left. The last piece of a prophecy that has been unfolding across years and realms, driven by the stubbornness of women who refuse to die quietly.