Page 22 of Extra Grumpy
I can feel the weight of the question, the importance of this moment. If I say yes, there’s no going back.
Although haven’t we already crossed a line that can’t be uncrossed? No, this will be different, though. This will change things in far more drastic ways.
I’m scared about that change. It freaks me the hell out. But there’s only one way to answer Rock’s question.
“Yes,” I say, the word coming out soft but confidently from my lips.
So many questions swirl through my head as Rock’s lips capture mine again.How long has he felt like this about me? Why didn’t he ever say anything?But these questions dissolve into the gloriousness of his kiss. His kisses are all-consuming. They wake up my whole body. They make me feel wide awake, buzzy, hot all over.
It’s in my chest. It’s between my legs. It’s wrapping around my heart.
His tongue enters my mouth and I feel tingly all over. I slide my hands up his chest and around his muscled neck to the back of his head and dig my fingers through his thick hair. The chiseled planes of his shoulders and neck are hard against my arms. As our kiss deepens, Rock’s large hands land on my sides and he pushes me up against the nearest wall.
Our bodies are pressed together now. I’m shocked at how perfectly we fit together. The air around us feels charged with electricity, popping and sparking. If I opened my eyes, I’m pretty sure I’d see little cartoon hearts everywhere in the air. It feels that magical. That good.
Rock’s hands run over my hips, squeezing and caressing my curves in ways that feel simultaneously strange and good. My heart is pounding away. I swear I can hear his heart pounding,too. Rock’s hands graze over the waistband on my pajamas, then tug them down with my panties in one go. Then he undoes his jeans, letting them fall to the ground.
Rock reaches down to grab my thigh. He props it up, then uses his other hand to grab his cock and guide it between my legs. I pull my lips from his and gasp as I feel the fat head of his cock press against my entrance, throbbing and sticky with pre-cum.
It feels so forbidden. He’s my best friend. Has been for years and years and years.
But I want him inside me. I want him deep inside. The need is carnal and unbearable.
I draw in a sharp breath as he pushes into me. He’s as hard as steel and thicker than I expect. Jesus Christ, it’s intense. I cry out a little as he slides deeper into me, stretching my pussy around his cock. My whole body shivers with sparkly pleasure.
“You okay?” he rasps.
I can’t form any words yet. I nod and relax my hips, spreading my legs as wide as I can for him. He pushes deeper into me and I tighten my grasp in his hair, my vision going a little fuzzy.
“Oh my god, Rock,” I moan.
“Don’t moan like that,” he says.
I peer at him quizzically. “What?”
His jaw flexes. “You’re gonna make me come too quick.”
I laugh, almost deliriously. “That’s your kryptonite? Wow. I feel so powerful.”
He glares at me, his eyes saying,Will you please shut up and let me fuck you?I should bristle at that, but somehow it just turns me on more. I tilt my mouth up and he kisses me, our tongues entwining as he drives his cock into me over and over again, deeper and deeper with every thrust. The sound of our sex and our breathing fills the room, our bodies radiating red-hot heat. I can feel an orgasm swelling inside me, rising steadily, promising an explosion of bliss.
“Come inside me, Rock,” I murmur between kisses.
He knows I’m on the pill and it’s safe. But I think something about me saying it to him, almostbegginghim for it, does something to him. He groans and starts fucking me harder, taking me to a place that I’ve never been to before and that I’m pretty sure he never has, either. It’s pure sensation, pure feeling. Pleasure swallows me up, washing over my entire body and then bursting bright and shimmery from my core. I let out a sob and cling to him, feeling his whole body tense and a vibration rumble through his chest as he comes too. His cock throbs relentlessly inside me, spilling warm cum into me.
When I open my eyes, I find him looking at me, breathing hard, and I know we’ll never be the same again.
12
ROCK
10 Years Ago
“She’ll be down in just a minute, Rock,” Mrs. Coleman says to me. “Please come in while you wait for her.”
I step into the Colemans’ house, hoping Emily doesn’t take too much longer to get ready. I never know how to interact with her parents. They’re nice enough people, but they have a lot more money than my family, and I’m never totally comfortable when I’m at their house.
“Is that Emily’s corsage?” Mrs. Coleman asks, peering at the plastic clamshell in my hands.
