Page 177 of Make Us Yours
I’m starting to doubt myself, doubt that I can do this. I researched it, I know it’s possible, and some women do it. But fuck, I was not prepared for that kind of pain.Is this what labor feels like?
He squirts more lube on us and pushes in an inch more. “OW!!” I clamp down on Noah’s shoulder, teeth digging into his flesh as I cry out. My body goes tense once more as I begin to shake violently.
Noah hisses and curses but doesn’t push me away. Instead, his hold on me tightens to the point where I feel like I’m suffocating. Even Gabe now holds my hips, trying to stop me from shaking so much.
“Breathe, baby. You need to breathe. It’ll get better once you do, I promise,” Gabe says, trying to calm me down, but it’s too much. Their voices are distant in my mind now, and all I can feel is this blinding pain coursing through my body.
“Kitten.” Noah tries to gain my attention, but I can’t focus on anything but the pain. “Kitten, listen to me,” he says a bit louder while gliding his fingers through my hair, but again, not getting a response from me. “Veronica!” He fists my hair and yanks on it, hard enough for my teeth to unlatch from his skin as I whimper, his stern voice finally filtering through.
He releases my back and hair and grabs my face between his hands as tears track down my face on their own. “It hurts so much…” I sob, unable to stop myself from trembling.
“I know, love. But we’re past the worst, and you did beautifully. You’re so strong, Kitten. Just breathe with me.” He wipes away my tears. “In… out… in… out…” I instantly feel myself relax, slowly the pain fading away, turning into a dull but bearable sting. “How do you feel now?”
“Better…” I sniff. I hate that I’m crying, but it’s like my body is reacting on its own.
“You’re beyond incredible, Veronica.” He kisses my lips tenderly. “You’re doing such a good job.”
“I don’t know if I can…” I admit in a broken voice, feeling like I’ve failed them.
“That’s okay, Kitten. We can stop if you want. We told you we would if it were too much. You’ve already done a lot, and we completely understand if this is too much. We would never want to force you into something you didn’t want.” He kisses me again. “We love you, Veronica. We only want to make you happy.”
“But I want to make you happy too…”
“You already do, baby. You make us happy every single day, just by being here, with us.” Gabe leans in to kiss my back once more. “By being ours.”
“Do you want to stop, Kitten?”
“I…” I chew on my lip, their words hitting me deep inside my heart and soul.
Somehow, they’ve managed to soothe me enough that I hardly feel the pain anymore, all I feel is them. And this is what I want—for us to be connected thisway, entirely. “No… I want to keep going.”
Noah searches my eyes for a moment, looking for a sign of hesitation or doubt. But when he doesn’t find any, he looks past my shoulder and nods to Gabe.
“I’m going to push in all the way this time, I’ll go slow, but I won’t stop, okay?” Gabe says, his hand now running up and down my spine.
I feel their hips moving slightly, most likely to keep themselves erect since we have been just lying here for a while, and my crying probably didn’t help. Although the feeling is a lot and intense, the tiny movements send shockwaves through my body, and I begin to crave more of it.
“Okay, I’m ready.” I take another deep breath as he pushes deeper in, focusing on my breathing the whole time.
My eyes trained solely on Noah, mouth gaping. “Holy shit! Oh, fuck! Oh my God!” I drop my head back down against Noah with a groan and a whimper.
“That’s it, baby. I’m almost there, just a little more.” Gabe grunts; I can hear both of them breathing hard. I can’t imagine what this feels like for them.
Ten seconds later, I feel Gabe’s thighs pressing against me as he fully seats himself. “Holy fuck, Vixen. You have no idea how incredible this feels.”
Noah groans, the veins in his neck popping as his nostrils flare. “I’m not afraid to admit that I won’t last long.” He chuckles but groans again when I giggle along with him. “God, Kitten. My dick feels like it’s seconds away from exploding.”
“How are you feeling, baby?” Gabe shifts slightly and I moan.
“Good, full. I feel like you’re everywhere. But I need you to move, please,” I say breathlessly.
“Fucking finally.” Noah closes his eyes. I kiss his jaw, his neck, then his shoulder where my teeth marks are clearly visible.
Gabe’s hands come back to my hips, while Noah cradles me like he did earlier. One hand at my nape, the other arm wrapped around my back. And then they pull back at the same time, and I swear, I see stars. Right before they push back in, and I jump off the cliff. Crying out as I come, my body shakes violently, hips jerking uncontrollably. All it took was one pump, and I was gone. My body shattering for them, giving myself away in the most blissful way.
Apparently, that was the cue they were waiting for, because the second my slick pussy contracts against them, they begin to thrust harder, faster. They stay in sync, hips plowing into me simultaneously, and all I can do is scream and cry as another orgasm crashes into me, and another. The wave never fully extinguishes before the other rolls in.
My mind shuts off, my vision blurs, and my ears ring. All I can hear is my breath,the heavy pounding of my erratic heart. All I can feel is them, their hands, their shafts sliding in and out of me, stretching me beyond repair. To the point where every thrust feels like I’m being ripped in half in a marvelous way.
