Immediately.
“You okay?”
The concern catches me off guard.
Real concern.
Not flirting.
Not joking.
Sincere concern.
And somehow that makes it worse.
Because now I want to tell him everything.
The permits.
The donors.
The panic.
The fear of failure.
Of letting down all those kids.
Instead, I gesture helplessly.
“The school's losing momentum,” I admit quietly. “Most Catholic schools are, and for reasons, I know. But this place is special. To me. To the community. To the kids. And I just...” My voice catches. “I feel like I blew it.”
His expression immediately hardens.
Not at me.
For me.
And the difference matters.
It shouldn’t, but it does.
“You're talking about the gym.”
I nod.
“The permits still aren't moving.”
“That's not your fault.”
I laugh.
A little bitterly.
“Tell that to the parents who keep asking when construction starts. Tell that to the city. Tell that to the kids who have gym class in a room that's barely bigger than a classroom.”
Kai's jaw flexes.
I notice things like that around him.