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My hand flew up, aiming for his chest—a weak, clumsy slap born of humiliation.
He caught my wrist in mid-air.
His grip was instantaneous and iron-clad. He didn't squeeze, but he held me suspended there, his body still bent over mine, trapping me between the mattress and his looming darkness. His stormy eyes locked onto mine, burning with a dangerous, lethal focus.
The air between us crackled, electric and suffocating. I felt the heat of his hand seeping into my skin, branding me.
My breath hitched, a sharp intake of air that sounded too loud in the silent room. I stared at him, my heart hammering against my ribs, waiting for the violence, waiting for the monster.
But he just watched me, his thumb brushing once over my pulse point—a caress that was more terrifying than a blow.
I yanked my hand back as if he had burned me, clutching it to my chest.
Cain straightened slowly, his gaze lingering on me for one second longer—a look of dark, satisfied hunger. He turned to leave, his heavy boots silent on the silk rug, leaving me alone with the scent of night and the echo of my own heartbeat. In that silence, I knew I was finally free of my mother’s poison.
But looking into the shadows where Cain had stood, I realised the greatest tragedy wasn't that I was bound to the darkness. It was that I found the darkness beautiful.
CHAPTER 19
OPHELIA
The raw, desperate relief from confronting my mother was a dizzying sensation, like having a decades-old cinder block removed from my lungs. I collapsed onto my velvet chaise, my entire body thrumming with the aftershocks of the rage and the dark liquor.
I had barely begun to steady my breathing when a soft, hesitant knock sounded at the heavy oak door. It glided open to reveal the young maid—the one with the hair like wet sand who always looked as though she were trying to vanish into the masonry. She didn't meet my eyes, but she carried a small silver plate. On it sat a single, perfectly glazed berry tart, the scent of summer fruit a jarring, sweet intrusion in the room’s gloom.
“Master Silas sent this, My Lady,” she murmured, her voice a mere ghost of a sound. “He noted you missed the final course at the banquet, and thought… you might require the sustenance.”
She placed the plate on the nightstand and made herself scarce before I could even offer a thank you. I stared at the pastry. Cain might have been the one to drag me here, but it was Silas who was ensuring I didn't waste away. I ate it in silence, thesweetness a sharp contrast to the bitterness still coating my tongue.
“That was truly magnificent,”Poppy’s voice was a low, conspiratorial hum in my mind, her usual sass now laced with satisfaction.“I’ve been waiting nineteen years for you to tell that parasitic old harpy to choke on her entitlements. May she spend the rest of her miserable life polishing silver for Malathor.”
“It’s over, Poppy,” I whispered, staring blankly at the wall. My voice was thick with emotion. “I’m finally free of her poison. I thought that would feel like joy, but it just feels like... quiet.”
“Quiet is better than crushing,”Poppy countered, hopping onto my chest and pressing her warm weight against my sternum.“Focus on the quiet, Ophelia. And speaking of lowlifes, I see the stench of Rosette’s cheap cinnamon perfume is still clinging to your dress.”
I pulled the velvet fabric away from my neck, inhaling the faint, cloying scent of the Disillusionist's glamour. It smelled unnatural—like candy left to rot in the sun.
“That female is a vulture,” I murmured, closing my eyes. “She was practically vibrating with the need to crawl back into Cain’s shadow, even though she was clinging to Malathor. She just chases power because she’s terrified of being nothing without it. I know that fear.”
“Ah, the sophisticated fury of the High House wife,”Poppy drawled.“Much better than simple jealousy. And speaking of lowlifes, I need an immediate bath. Your mother's vicious little robin, Minervae, was entirely too quick. I had to threaten to eat her before she would give up the chase.”
I laughed, the sound genuine and rusty. I reached down, ruffling the gold fur of her long ears. "You silly cat. Robin stew, really?"
Poppy scrambled off my lap and playfully bit at my ankles in mock offence.“I am NOT a cat. I am a highly evolved magical construct with a refined palate. And the victory must be absolute, Ophelia. That creature needs to know who the real predator is.”
"That's my girl," I murmured, scratching her big plushy ears, my voice regaining its strength. I felt a fierce wave of pride for the defiant attitude we both shared.
The conversation sharpened my resolve. The chaos of the banquet had given me one priceless gift: liberation from the shackles of my blooded family. But liberation was not safety.
I had a purpose now beyond mere survival. I had to understand the monster I was bound to. My husband. And the first step to understanding was to look at the battlefield from the inside.
I left the quiet sanctuary of my room and stepped into the long, echoing halls of the Alistair estate. It was a mausoleum of wealth, a place of unnerving splendour where the shadows seemed to have mass. It was the home of a male who owned everything but felt nothing.
“This place is even quieter than your room, Ophelia,”Poppy chittered in my mind, her voice a low, melodic hum.“I don’t like it. There’s no warmth here. No ghosts to whisper to us.”
“That’s not true,” I whispered, my voice barely a sound. “The walls are thick with them. They just don't know how to speak.”
I closed my eyes, and my Empathy went to work, not on the present but on the past. I pushed my senses out, feeling for theimpressions left behind on the objects, the emotions soaked into the very stone of the walls like old blood.
