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The horrifying truth was a shock worse than the Death-Touch itself. I curled my knees to my chest, burying my face in my hands as the shame washed over me, hotter than the lust.

Cain Alistair was not just my enemy. He was a contamination.

CHAPTER 10

CAIN

Iwoke with a gasp, my lungs burning as if I had drowned.

The air in my chamber was freezing, the heavy velvet drapes drawn tight against the dawn, but my skin was slick with heat. My heart hammered a frantic, heavy rhythm against my ribs—a staccato beat that had nothing to do with the Pain-Eater’s burden and everything to do with the phantom sensation still clinging to my body.

I sat up, gripping the edge of the mattress, my knuckles white.

The dream lingered, a ghost in the corners of my mind. It hadn’t been a memory. It had been... visceral. I had been in the Consortium Hall, but the walls were melting. Ophelia was there. Not the defiant, terrified creature I had dragged home, but a creature of fire and need.

I remembered the taste of her—salt and late summer wine. I remembered the way she had arched into me, the way her light hadn’t burned me but hadfusedwith my darkness, creating a friction that was less like magic and more like annihilation. Iremembered the sound of her whimper when I kissed her, a sound that had shattered my control.

I looked down at myself. I was hard. Painfully so.

A growl ripped from my throat, a raw sound of self-disgust.“Get out of my head,”I hissed to the empty room, swinging my legs out of bed.

But the sensation remained—a sticky, sweet contamination. It felt too real. It felt less like a subconscious fabrication and more like a shared hallucination. Had she felt it? Had this binding, raw and unshielded in sleep, dragged us into the same psychic gutter?

The thought was terrifying. If she could touch me there, in the defenceless dark, I was truly compromised.

I banished the thought with a force of will that made my headache spike.

The morning after our arrival was a study in cold, predictable efficiency. I spent an extra ten minutes in my private bath chamber, the water scalding hot, scouring my skin with sharp medicinal salts until I felt clean of the night’s phantom touch.

The first protocol of cohabitation was the formal "Morning Assembly", a ritual designed by my father to display absolute control over the household and the new bride. It was theatre, pure and simple—a way to remind the staff, the house, and the wife exactly who held the leash.

I performed my ritual, checking the wards, inspecting the guard shifts, and moved through the silent halls toward the Grand Dining Room. I had discarded the heavy armour for today. Today, I wore only my high-collared, perfectly tailored dark suit,a uniform of absolute control that offered no armour but civility. It was time to show my new wife what she was never going to have.

From his vantage point on the main archway, Friedrik watched my solemn progression with profound, cynical boredom.

A dry, echoing scrape of stone filled the vaulted space as he shifted his wing. “Oh, look at His Lordship, practicing his tyrant walk,” Friedrik boomed, his voice echoing into the dining hall. “Still obsessed with the Morning Assembly... It hasn’t made a single Alistair happy yet, I can assure you. Your great-grandfather tried it with a monocle. Didn’t help.”

I ignored the gargoyle but felt the sting of the accurate assessment. The Assembly was tedious, but necessary. Order was the only dam holding back the chaos.

I entered the Grand Dining Room.

I found Ophelia already there, standing by the vast black table.

She was wearing a simple, high-collared gown of emerald green—one of theappropriatechoices I had provided. Her back was to me, her posture rigid. She wasn't looking at the gardens that matched her eyes; she was observing the silent, judging eyes of the single, ancient Cenite servant assigned to place the silverware.

She turned as I entered.

In that instant, her gaze swept over me. She stopped. Her eyes widened, taking in my unarmored form.

I felt the shock through whatever it was binding us like a clean, sharp electrical jolt. Her internal silence faltered. I saw those deep green pools dilate, the flecks of gold swirling with suddenrecognition. Her breath hitched, a sharp, audible sound that echoed in the quiet room.

She was seeing the male underneath the monster. And—gods help me— was she seeing the one from her dream?

I saw the flush rise on her neck, the same flush I had tasted in the cursed nightmare.

A profound, hot satisfaction surged through my core. I hated myself for it.She is the enemy. This is weakness,I told myself, clutching the doorframe. Yet I relished the terror and the inevitable recognition of attraction. I wanted her to look at me like that. I wanted her to know that the monster she feared was also the male she was beginning to desire.

“Well, at least she’s not weeping. That’s a new record,” Friedrik’s voice scraped, breaking the heavy tension. “She’s got fire. And look! She's reaching for the cutlery! That’s the ceremonial Obsidian Steel, sir! Tell her not to touch it; it scratches the marble if you slide it. You Aenites are so careless with our heritage.”