Page 31 of Aidan (The Doherty Mafia)
I couldn’t look at him anymore. It made me sick to recall how far from the truth that was. I was emotionally blackmailed and manipulated by my parents. I was made to feel like I had no other choice.
“So I gave up looking for you. There was nothing I could do. You left because you wanted to go, so I decided to let you disappear,” Aidan continued.
When our eyes met again, mine were filled with tears. This was the weakest I had ever seen him, and it was my fault. I hated myself even more now. I had broken him and I wondered if he would be the same again.
“I don’t expect you to ever forgive me,” I murmured.
“It doesn’t matter, Leah, because you taught me a very important lesson. That you can’t trust anybody. In the end, everyone fucks with you.”
I had to get closer to him. I yearned to touch him.
This time when I reached for his hand, he let me hold him.
Aidan’s face was hard. He had his lips pressed together in a tough line. His eyes moved as he examined my face, and I could see he was still hurting.
He was never going to trust another person because of what I did.
And the worst part was that he didn’t know half of it.
He had no idea I was pregnant when I left or that I’d given our child away.
I felt so desperate for affection and a need to purge myself that I fell forward on him. He caught me, wrapping his arms around me as I kissed him.
I knew I didn’t deserve his kisses. The last person I deserved any affection from, was him. If only he knew the truth.
He kissed me back harder, pushing me backwards, pushing me into the couch. I loved the sensation of being crushed under his weight. He was so much bigger than me. And so much stronger.
I fumbled awkwardly with the buttons of his shirt, pushing it off his shoulders while he peeled my leggings down to my ankles.
“I have thought about you every night since you left. Even when I thought I’d forgotten about you, you were right there in my dreams. I just couldn’t shake you off.” His voice was a deep grumble as his mouth traveled all over my body. He licked and tasted every inch of my skin.
He pushed my top up so he could grab my breasts and squeeze them. I thrust my hips up towards him, grinding myself into him. I loved the way his thick hard cock felt against the softness of my thighs.
I raked my nails down his strong chiseled back, thrilling at how tough his muscles felt. He held me down on the couch, kissing me between my breasts then down my belly, until his mouth hovered over my panties.
“Please, Aidan, take me. Remind me…” My voice was a heavy whisper.
He pushed down my panties, then gave my moist throbbing clit a long slow lick with his long tongue.
My toes curled. My eyes rolled in my head. It was amazing. This made me forget. I didn’t have to think about anything I’d done.
He grabbed my legs and pushed them up, pulling my thighs apart so my wet pussy was open to him. He licked me harder, his tongue slid into my pussy. If he kept this up, he would make me come.
“No!” I screamed. He stopped, looking up at me suspiciously.
I didn’t want this moment to be about me. It had to be about him—pleasuring him. I wanted him to see how much I’d missed him too.
I sat up on the couch while he stood next to it, waiting for my next move.
He watched in silence, with the same hard look on his face, as I undid his pants and pushed them down.
“I want to make you feel good,” I said.
My pussy throbbed for him when I got on my knees on the couch. His rock hard cock was right there in front of my face and I was hungry for it.
I opened my mouth wide, but I would never be wide enough for him. He was too big.
I touched myself so I could stay calm. At least for a few minutes, while I looked up and met his piercing blue eyes.
I could only take him in an inch at a time, and even then, I couldn’t get too far. His cock filled my mouth and throat, and I groaned with how good it felt.
At first, he said and did nothing—just watched me as I pleasured him.
Then, when I swirled my tongue over the tip of his wet cock, he groaned and grabbed me by the back of my hair and started using me.
I loved it.
Every gentle bone in his body was forgotten about.
He wanted to come in my mouth and he wanted to do it his way.
