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Grizzly:You can't say things like that when I'm away.
Paxton:Why not?
Grizzly:Because it makes me hard. And you’re not here to help.
Paxton:Good. I want you thinking about coming home. About what I’ll do to you the moment we’re alone again. I want you to remember how fucking perfect you are to me. How everything you do, and every part of you, makes me a bit feral.
Grizzly:*Panting emoji*
Paxton:When you walk through that door tomorrow, I want you to not think about anything else. Not the client, not your inbox, not your meetings. Just me.
Grizzly:Just you.
Paxton:That's right.
Grizzly:And how do you think I’ll be able to have any type of conversation if I’m hard and horny, Daddy?
Paxton:I think being horny is better than being nervous.
Grizzly:I’m not sure I agree. But I also don’t think I’m going to forget this conversation, so you’ll get your way.
Paxton:Consider it motivation.
Grizzly:I hope you’re not motivating anyone else like this.
Paxton:Never. You’re the only one I want this way, baby. You’re my person.
Grizzly:Voice note attached.
Paxton:Hey, baby. Just stepped out. Heard your message. You sound exhausted.
Paxton:Are you still in bed?
Grizzly:Yeah. Sitting up. Head is pounding but it's not as bad as it was when I first woke up. I think I just overdid it this week.
Paxton:You absolutely did overdo it this week. You had back-to-back meetings Monday and Tuesday, a full travel day Wednesday, a client meeting Thursday morning, and you came home and went straight into reviewing that contract you were supposed to push to next week.
Grizzly:You… you remembered all that?
Paxton:I always remember stuff about you, baby. Have you had any water yet this morning?
Grizzly:I just woke up. Where would there be water in my bed, Daddy?
Paxton:That's a no. Okay. Water first. Don't worry about anything else yet.
Grizzly:Okay. I’ll go get the water.
*three minutes later*
Grizzly:Done. I drank a glass then made another.
Paxton:Okay. Now you need to diminish the light around you. Are your curtains closed?
Grizzly:Mostly. There's a gap but it's not too bad.
Paxton:Can you fix it still? It may seem small but it’s probably still a trigger for you.
Grizzly:True. I’ll close it now.
