Ruin’s text hits like a dagger straight to my heart.
I know she doesn’t mean anything by it. But she’s right. Every time I’m in Azalea Creek, it’s all business. And as much as I enjoy spending time with the ladies, I still feel a little boxed in—like everything slows down out there, like there’s nowhere to disappear to when I need space.
I swear the fresh air messes with my brain.
God, that sounds ridiculous.
Ruin: I’m sorry, Penny. I didn’t mean to make you feel bad. It’s just a rare thing for you to reach out when you’re not in town.
Rain: Shush, Ru! You’re making it worse.
Rain: What’s up, Penny? What can we help with tonight?
Carly: Or… is there a piece of gossip we should know? *eyes emoji*
Penny: Ruin, you didn’t say anything wrong! I know I should reach out more. I like hanging out with you, guys!
Penny:Nothing’s going on. I was just home and felt the urge to go out. Like out of nowhere, I thought: I’m single, hot, and funny. Why am I home drinking wine and watching Hallmark instead of going out?
Silence.
No three little dots dancing.
Mierda.
Am I really that pathetic that my friends don’t know what to say to me when I want to go out?
Rain: Okay, I’m going to say it. Miles is home.
Carly:Miles? Why would Penny care where Miles is?
Ruin: I can confirm Rain’s text. Miles messaged the boys earlier to ask who wanted to go out with him tonight, and everyone said no. So he went home.
Against my will, a huge grin appears on my face. I shouldn’t care that he wanted to go out and decided to stay in.
But for some reason, it makes me happy to know that I’m out and he’s not.
Penny: Cool, cool. I’m not sure why I should know about Miles’ whereabouts after work, but I’m glad to know he’s safe. *shrug emoji*
Daisy: I’m drawing a blank too! Wait! Is there something going on between you two, Penny?
Carly: Oh snap! Well, I’m glad to know at least two people got their heads outof their asses and are working on their emotions.
Aww, Carly. I hate that she’s got her eyes set on the grumpiest man I’ve ever met, but you don’t choose who you fall for.
Otherwise, I’m one hundred percent sure I’d never set my eyes—and my lust—on an arrogant man like Miles.
Penny: Whoa, whoa. Hold your horses, Carly girl. There’s nothing going on between Miles and me besides our work relationship.
I read and re-read the text, a wicked smile tugging at my lips.
Anyone else would’ve fallen for that.
Penny: In all honesty, I just wanted to see what you guys were up to. I think I’m the oldest of the bunch, and I feel like I’m past my prime.
I’ve never really been this open with anyone. But with these women, it just happens. Every time we hang out, they make me feel like I actually belong.
The bartender slides the drink my way, and I nod in thanks. I take a sip, letting the bubbles fizz on my tongue, enjoying the mix of champagne and gin.