Page 41 of The Freeuse Proposal
“For now.”
“That’s not fair,” I protest. “You can’t just—”
“I can, lass.” He silences me with a kiss. “And I am. Some things are better discovered than explained.”
A shiver runs through me. The mystery is its own kind of anticipation.
He presses a kiss to my forehead. “Now, if we’re going to do this, we need to talk about boundaries.”
He pulls back, his expression shifting to something more serious.
“What are you comfortable with?” he asks. “Both of us at once? One at a time? Are there acts you want off the table?”
I think through it carefully. The truth is, I’m not entirely sure since I’ve never done anything like this before. But I know what I experienced in that fantasy. The complete surrender.
“I want to try everything,” I say slowly. “Both of you at once. Being used by one while the other watches. All of it.” I meet his eyes. “But I need to know I can stop if it’s too much.”
“Always.” His voice is firm, absolute. “The safewords still apply. Dane knows the system. He’ll respect it completely. I wouldn’t have him in my life if he didn’t.”
“And what about...” I hesitate, suddenly shy. “What about where he can—I mean, both of you at the same time would mean—”
“Are you asking if you can take us both, lass?” The words come out rough, almost a growl. “One in that pretty pussy and one in that tight little ass?”
Holy hell. Hearing him say it out loud makes heat flood through me. I nod, not trusting my voice.
“That’s something we’d work up to. Make sure you’re ready. Dane is patient—he’ll take his time preparing you.” His hand slides to the back of my neck, gripping with ownership. “He’ll be a lucky man if I share my toy.”
The claim in his voice sends a rush of heat straight to my core. “Yes, Sir.”
“So you want this? You’re consenting with a clear head, knowing exactly what you’re agreeing to?”
I look up at him—this man who has taken me apart and put me back together, who held me through subdrop and refused to let me consent until I was ready. I’ve never trusted anyone the way I trust him.
“Yes, I want both of you.”
His smile sharpens with dark promise. “Then, my sweet lass, you’ll have us.”
My heart stutters. “Really?”
“Dane’s flight lands tomorrow. Christmas Eve, remember?” He leans down and captures my mouth in a kiss that makes my toes curl. “My pet deserves whatever she wants for Christmas.”
Time stretches impossibly long. I try to read, but the words blur together. I try to watch a movie, but I can’t follow the plot. My mind keeps circling back to tomorrow—what it will be like, what they’ll do to me. Now that I’ve really decided, I’m an impatient slut for two cocks.
I’m not going to be able to sleep.
Chapter 10
Christmas Eve
After lunch, I shower and take my time preparing. I shave everywhere, smooth my skin with the expensive lotion Leo bought me, and let my hair dry in soft waves. I’m basically prepping myself like a gift, and the ritual of it helps calm my nerves.
When it’s time to get dressed, I pull out the red dress from my shopping trip. It’s the one I bought knowing Leo would want to rip it off me. It’s soft and clingy, shorter than anything I’d usually wear, and it makes me feel sexy and powerful.
No bra. No panties.
Leo leaves mid-afternoon to pick up Dane from the airport. The kiss he gives me before he goes is hard and claiming, a promise of what’s to come.
“Be ready when I get back.” His voice drops low against my ear. “Dressed just like this. Waiting for us.” He pulls back to meet my eyes. “I talked to Dane. He’s very much on board with my Christmas gift to you.”
