Page 29 of Betrothed in Fury
“Which is?”
I’m waiting for him to bring up something about the blowjob or what I did to Sik Vik, but he says, “The tramp you were flirting with.”
He might as well have punched me in the dick because so much has happened since then, it hadn’t even crossed my mind, but judging by the tension in his jaw and the way he’s hunched forward slightly, his shoulders up, I can tell he’s been thinking about it plenty.
“So long as you plan to keep our arrangement, you won’t have any other women, and since you did blow me last night, I should add no men either.”
“I’m straight, thanks.” Although, given the surprising pleasure I felt when I had his cock in my mouth, I can admit that maybe that’s not as sure a thing as I used to believe.
“Of course you are. You just enjoy blowing guys from time to time.”
Heat flares in my chest again. “I did not enjoy that. I did it because—”
“Let’s be clear: you had a choice, and you chose to suck my cock.”
I huff. “You know damn well it wouldn’t have been a choice if it had been your brother and you had to suck my dick to get to the man who did it.”
“Yes, but I wouldn’t have had any issue with sucking your cock, so there’s that.”
“This is all beside the point. Are you really suggesting I never fuck around with anyone other than you?”
“I am. Now that you’re aware of your obligations to me, you are mine, and you will show me respect by not fucking randoms.”
“Well, what am I supposed to do when I need to get one out?”
“I’m right here, aren’t I?”
“You can’t be serious. Look, you said you wanted to consummate it, but you didn’t mention I’d have to give up my sex life to be with you.”
“Who said anything about giving up your sex life? I’m a very sexual creature, Logan.” Again, there’s that predatory look, and the thought is downright terrifying.
“Fuck that,” I snap.
“You still upset about my little game to get you to swallow my load?”
“You think that was a game?”
“It was fun, wasn’t it?”
The burning in my chest sears like fire. “There was nothing fun about it.”
“Was for me.”
“You won’t be able to fool me so easily again…” I trail off.
“Next time?” he finishes.
“What? No. I…”
Fuck, that was what I was about to say, but I didn’t mean it. Having a conversation with Killian is so damn confusing. I shake my head, trying to push all that away and focus on the point at hand. “You don’t get to tell me who I can and can’t fuck.”
“That’s fine. Now you know the consequences for when you do fuck around.”
I think about what he said about Alana, the thought of her body in a bag, sinking to the bottom of the river. At first it’s a lifeless image, but then knowing Killian, it shifts, leaving me wondering if he’d even have killed her first.
“There is a way out.” He pushes to his feet and starts around the table, taking his time, like a man who knows he’s won. “Just as there was last night. Tell me right now that you want to end this agreement, and you can do what you want, with whoever you want, but so long as you’re under this contract, you’re mine. Understood?”
He stops beside me, and I notice how close I am to his crotch, reminding me of last night, and that this morning is no different. I have the perverse thought that he’d make up another reason for me to blow him. This time I’d swallow him just to show how little I really cared about getting him inside me.
