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"What are we doing?"

"I don't know." His voice rumbles deep in his chest. His hands slide down to the small of my back, pulling me flush against him as if he can anchor me to the spot. "I’ve spent a week trying to figure out the math, and it never adds up."

I pull back just enough to meet his eyes. The gala is a blurred mess of light and noise behind the glass, but out here, the deadline feels physical. "I don’t want to stop. But I don't know how to stay."

He leans back against the stone balustrade, his gaze fixed on the dark silhouette of the peaks. "I'm not built for a life that fits into a weekend visit every three months. And you... You didn't fight your way to where you are just to abandon it."

"Long distance is a death sentence for people like us." The honesty of it feels like a bruise. "It’s a slow way of watching something starve to death."

"I know." He finally looks at me, the raw conflict in his eyes exposed. He reaches out, his thumb tracing my lower lip. "But the thought of you getting on that plane and this being the end again? I can't breathe when I think about it. It’s like we’re just waiting for the clock to run out."

"We are. We're just playing for extra time we can't afford."

He pulls me back into him, resting his chin on the top of my head. We stand in the silence of the landing, suspended in that space where wanting each other crashes into the reality of where we belong. There’s no magic compromise that doesn't involve someone losing a piece of themselves.

The glass doors behind us creak open, the sound jarringly loud.

"Chief? Sorry to break this up."

One of the department guys stands in the doorway, his face set in a grim, professional mask. "Dispatch just called. Solo hiker on the North Ridge. They're overdue, and the front is moving in faster than the scouts predicted. They're calling for a full sweep."

The shift is instantaneous. The man holding me for dear life vanishes, replaced by the one the town relies on. He straightens, his frame turning rigid as he checks his watch.

The mountain is already pulling him away.

"I have to go."

"I know." I reach out, giving his hand a quick, hard squeeze. "Go. Just be careful."

"This conversation isn't over." He cups my face, pressing a swift, hard kiss to my lips. He doesn't waste time on a goodbye. He nods—a silent acknowledgment of the mess—and heads back into the lodge.

I stay on the landing, watching his back as he navigates the crowd. The wind picks up, whistling through the rafters.

It’s time to face the truth I've been avoiding. I’m falling in love with Noah Morgan. Not the nostalgic memory of my first love, but the man he's become—competent, dedicated, rooted in values I respect and admire.

The realization terrifies me. Because loving this Noah—the fire chief, the community leader, the man whose identity is inextricably linked to Angel's Peak—means confronting impossible choices about my own identity and future.

Can a woman who's defined herself by professional ambition find fulfillment in a small mountain town? Can a journalist who's worked relentlessly toward a senior editor position suddenly pivot toward a different definition of success? Can thegirl who couldn't wait to escape Angel's Peak become a woman who chooses to return?

I don't have answers, only questions that fill me with equal parts hope and dread. Because loving Noah Morgan might mean reconsidering everything I thought I knew about what I want most—and that's terrifying.

Chapter 14

Mountain Trials

Morning arriveswith air so crisp it almost sparkles. Perfect conditions for the first day of the mountain rescue competition.

I arrive early at the main competition site—a rugged section of Angel's Peak's eastern face, modified with complex obstacles and technical challenges. From the media observation area, I have a perfect view of teams warming up, checking equipment, and reviewing strategies. The atmosphere hums with focused energy, these elite rescuers taking their preparation as seriously as Olympic athletes.

Noah found the lost hiker around midnight—a tourist who'd ventured too far without proper equipment or understanding of mountain weather patterns.

"Ms. Bennett." A competition official approaches with a media packet and identification badge. "Chief Morgan asked me to ensure you have full access. The first event begins in twenty minutes—simulated avalanche response with multiple buried victims."

I thank him, scanning the grounds for Noah's familiar figure. I spot him with his team—four men and two women in matching uniforms —listening intently as he outlines what appear to be last-minute strategy adjustments. Even from this distance, thereis respect in their expressions, and they give their complete attention to him.

"Angel's Peak has won this thing three years running." The gruff voice beside me belongs to a weathered man in a park ranger uniform, a salt-and-pepper beard framing a face etched with deep lines earned over decades in the elements. "Though the Swiss team's looking mighty confident this year."

"You're a fan of the competition?" I recognize a potential source when I see one.