Page 69 of Forbidden Dreams
"I want to make you feel good."
His eyes heated, and he let go of my wrist.
I slowly unbuckled his jeans, lowering the zipper, then fell to my knees.
His gaze tracked my movements, and he held his body very still, as if he was afraid I was going to walk away at any second.
I tugged his jeans down and pulled him out of his briefs. I gripped the base of his hard dick and licked the head.
His hips jerked, and I licked some more, determined to drive him crazy.
I was on my knees in my childhood bedroom sucking off my brothers' friend. It was the stuff of fantasies, except I'd never had this particular one growing up. Cooper had been just one more irritating boy. He was so much more now.
Now that I’d gotten to know him better, I knew he was worthy. He deserved everything, but this was all I could give him. He'd never allow us to bring our relationship into the open. Not when he had so much to lose.
This was the naughtiest thing I'd ever done, and the hottest. I sucked him into my mouth, and his hand landed in my hair. His fingers sifted through the strands, his eyes filled with heat and affection.
I sucked hard, knowing that we didn't have a lot of time, and I didn't actually want to be caught. It would be the end of us. His hips moved imperceptibly as he chased his release. I doubled down on my efforts, jerking him with my hand and sucking him into my mouth.
I took him deeper than I'd ever taken anyone, wanting to make him feel as good as he made me feel. He tapped my shoulder, probably a warning that he was going to come in my mouth, but I stubbornly refused to pull off.
If this was the only time we'd get to live this particular fantasy, then I was going to go all out.
His head fell back, and he thrust, cum filling my mouth. I swallowed him down, then sat back on my heels.
He tucked his dick into his briefs and held his hand out to me. He pulled me tightly against his body, his mouth in the strands of my hair. "That was?—"
I laughed softly. "Amazing. Incredible."
"Something like that. I don't think I can go downstairs anytime soon."
"You want me to go first? Then you can follow?" I asked, feeling lighter now that we'd shared that in my room where I remembered who I was.
He sighed. "I want to stay here for the rest of the night."
I smiled. "But it's Thanksgiving. People will notice we're missing."
He groaned. "I know."
I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him. "I'll see you downstairs." Where we wouldn't be able to touch each other or even talk. Any slipup could be the end of us.
I let go of him and moved toward the door. I'd have to go to a bathroom and fix my hair and clothes. No one else was upstairs, hopefully, no one realized we were gone.
In the bathroom, my cheeks were flush and my eyes bright. I liked being with Cooper. I was getting to the point where I was feeling like it might be worth it to tell my family. To see how they took it. Or heck, who cares what they thought? If we were happy, wasn't that all that mattered?
Except my biggest barrier was Cooper. He'd never agree to tell my family, which meant that, at some point, one of us would have to make a decision.
Chapter 18
Cooper
I enjoyed being with Aspen, but it couldn't go anywhere. If her brothers found out, it would mean the end of my job and our friendship. I’d lose the second family I'd come to love as my own.
There was too much at stake to risk it. The voice inside my head wanted to know why I had to walk away from the woman I was falling in love with. It wasn't fair.
No one thought I was capable of emotions when it came to relationships, but I was feeling everything with Aspen. It was overwhelming and scary. But I wasn't sure I could do anything about it.
Her brothers wouldn't understand how I betrayed them. And I couldn't bear to see the pain and disappointment in Maria and Matt's eyes.
