Page 81 of Righteous Enforcer
This is dangerous. This connection we share always has been. From day one.
I remember when it first became clear that he was as interested in me as I was him.
I told myself to avoid him.
Don’t let love happen.
But being with him has always been intoxicating. I couldn’t resist.
And I naïvely believed some way, somehow, it would work out. Just like this time.
I close my eyes, surrendering to the pleasure coursing through me. My body responds to his touch. Each caress, each thrust pulls me closer to him, not just physically, but emotionally as well.
"Look at me," he commands now, his voice rough with desire. His movements turning frenetic, telling me he’s close to coming.
I open my eyes to find his face above mine, everything I ever wanted from him revealed in his eyes. His protection. His love. It’s how I felt the first time we had sex. He’d been so gentle, knowing I was a virgin, nervous but eager. He’d treated me like something precious.
I want to tell him how much I loved him and never wanted to leave. How sorry I am for all the hurt I caused him. How guilty I feel about my betrayal.
His rhythm falters, emotion darkening his eyes.
Even now, with all the lies between us, he consumes me completely.
My body, my heart, my soul, just as I know he’s offering his own to me.
He surprised me by rolling us, until I’m over him. Straddling him.
“Take me, Eva. Take what you want from me.” His fingers grip my hips, urging me to move.
I push everything out of my mind and let my body take over. With my hand on his chest, I rock over him.
“Fuck… yes… ” He levers up, his hands sliding up my back and pulling me toward him. His lips wrap around my nipple and suck, shooting wild electric sensations straight to my center.
I give into it, gripping his shoulders as I ride him, fast, faster… faster.
I swear I can feel him swelling inside me, the friction growing, need coiling tighter and tighter.
“Oh, God!” I cry out as I shatter.
He lets out a feral groan, and all of a sudden I’m on my back again, and Adriano is above me, his body driving in and out of me.
“Come again,” he demands on a growl.
I wrap my legs tighter around him, pulling him deeper, memorizing every sensation. I store each detail away to revisit in darker times I know are coming.
“Fuck… I’m coming… ” He pistons in and out of me, and then throws his head back, plunges in, grinds against me.
Pleasure blasts through me again. I catch Adriano's face between my palms, drinking in his features as he continues to move above me.
If only he knew what I've sacrificed for him. What I would still sacrifice.
The truth is going to destroy us, but tonight, I take what happiness I can find in his arms.
He collapses over me, then rolls and tucks me into his side.
His arm holds me close, and I give myself a moment to imagine a world where we could stay like this forever.
But then Adriano drifts asleep. I watch him, searing the image of him into my brain.
