Page 109 of Speechless
Clearly, I still held a lot of the fears I thought I’d overcome. They would ask me about it eventually, and I was not looking forward to that day.
Aiden searched my gaze, his eyes flicking back and forth between my eyes. “It’s always acceptable to ask. If I, ifanyof us, get upset with a fucking question, we don’t deserve to dominate you.”
The tight bands around my chest eased.
“But,” he said slowly, “this is the part of having a dynamic that’s difficult.” Breaking into a smile, he shook his head. “Or so I’ve been told. I’ve never had a full-time dynamic before.”
“Good.”
He kissed me quickly. “But, for whatever question you ask, you need to be prepared for the answer to be no. Not because it will always be no. Because you’ve given us this power, and until you take it back with your safe word, it’s our choice.”
Right. That was the real hardship about this, and I knew we hadn’t run into it yet. Not really. It was one thing to understand you could be told no.Actuallybeing told no was much harder. If he said no now, that would be all right. I wasn’t afraid. I wasn’t in pain. It was a preference. The tension seeped out of me. “I understand.”
“Now,” he reached for my bound wrist, “in this case, I’m fine with giving you your hands back. It’s our first scene, and I want you to becomfortable. But if I give you your hands, your ankles will be bound. And I will absolutely pin your wrists down if I need to.” A smirk. “Or want to.”
That was perfect. Perfect. I wasn’t going to dive into what had caused that reaction right now. That could come later.
It took Aiden no time at all to bind my ankles. Similar the way Brooks had tied me down, but I could see Aiden. I waved my hands in the air with a grin. “What am I going to do with all thisfreedom?”
“Well,” he settled between my legs. “Feel free to grip my hair if you need to.”
That was all the warning I got before he licked into me. Slow and easy, taking his time. “Fucking hell,” he muttered. “You taste better than the ice cream.”
“I doubt that.”
He flicked my clit. “I’ll tell you how you taste, and my Omega tastes better than the ice cream made with her scent.”
“Did you justflickme?”
The smirk he unleashed, looking up from between my legs, was deadly. “Better prepare yourself. I’m gonna do a hell of a lot more than that.”
There had been words on my tongue and I lost every single one. He consumed me lazily, slowly building the pleasure. “I don’t know that I’ve ever come more than three times in a single session.”
“We’ll fix that.”
“What if I can’t?”
Sucking my clit between his teeth, scraping it on purpose to make me shiver before he climbed up my body and kissed me hard. His tongue invaded my mouth, and Ifeltthat he was showing me how he thought I tasted. “That’s why it’s called forced orgasms, violet. There is nocan’t.” He spoke the words against my lips. “How many should I aim for? Forty? Fifty?”
“What?”
“You don’t have to count. That’s my job.”
The black duffel bag landed on the end of the bed. I lifted myself up on my elbows so I could see. Aiden pulled out things familiar to every woman. Vibrators. More than one. But the biggest one was the kind of vibrator that inspired both longing and terror.
The big wand. The one that plugged into the wall.
“We’ll start slow. Lie back.”
I obeyed.
Aiden’s mouth was on me again, and he added his fingers. Closing my eyes, I surrendered. This was out of my hands.
Slow, steady thrusts of his fingers, each one hitting a slightly different place inside me. A starburst of pleasure had me gasping. I felt him smile in victory before he fuckedexactly.That.Spot.
“Oh fuck.”
“Mmm.”
