That makes me his pet. He’s not special. He’s just like the other horsemen.
“Do you want to punish me, Nico?” I tip my head to the side. My nipples are hard and tight and aching to be touched. I almost came on his fingers before he pulled them out, leaving me a throbbing, aching mess of need. They really have created a monster.
“Is that what gets you there now, sunshine?” He steps forward, standing between my knees. His fingers trail over my shoulder and a shiver works through me. “Bites and pinches and spankings?”
I shrug. “When the right guy does them?”
A flash of heat goes through his eyes. There’s no room for jealousy in our arrangement. I belong to all five guysequally. He’s jealous of Luke Foster, which is laughable. Yes, Luke spends most of his nights with me, but that’s something he could do too.
I don’t control who sleeps with me. They do.
“If you’re asking if I need pain to get off, Nico, the answer is no. But I don’t mind if you do.” Some of my anger is being strangled by the lust pulsing through my veins.
He cocks his head as his fingers slide up my neck, sending more sparks floating through my blood. “Scoot onto the bed, sunshine.”
I wet my lips as he follows me onto the bed, straddling my hips with his. I’m completely at his mercy, just like with Eli. I’m his to command. It heightens the need coursing through my blood. But there’s this anger flowing between us. This unresolved past we shared. The broken trust.
No, he’s not really like the others. I thought he could be more. I thought he could be mine. I gave him my trust to be my friend, to be something more. So no, he’s not like the others. He had the power to hurt me, and I don’t know how to protect myself from that.
“What gets you off, Nico?” I run my hands up his thighs. His skin is warm and tight beneath my touch. The muscles twitch beneath my fingertips as I draw closer to his cock.
He takes hold of my wrists and lifts my hands over my head to the rails of his headboard. “Hold on here and don’t let go unless I tell you to, sunshine.”
I wrap my hands around the wooden rails and wait. His dark eyes lock on mine as he rests his hands next to my chest on the bed, so that he’s hovering above me.
“How many times have you been fucked, sunshine?” He lowers his head and rubs his smooth cheek against mine. His hard cock brushes my stomach. His soft hair tickles my forehead. It’s slow, intentional, devastating.
Desire shimmers through me.
“I don’t know how many times.” I’ve lost track somewhere along the way. Whatever the number is, it’s a lot. Even today,I’ve already been fucked twice. “It’s hard to keep five guys satisfied.”
“Hmm.” He turns and brushes his lips against my cheek. My fingers clench on the headboard. He continues with his light kisses across my jawline. A breath bursts from my lungs.
I arch up, longing to feel his warm skin brushing over mine. “Are you going to fuck me, Nico? We don’t have much time.”
“Shh, sunshine.” He lifts his head, and his dark eyes hold me captive as his hand runs along my hairline, softly stroking. “We have all the time in the world for what I want to do.”
“What do you want to do?” I press my thighs together against the growing ache.
His cheek slides against mine, and then his lips brush my ear. “I’m not going to fuck you, sunshine.”
I groan in frustration. My pulse is erratic.
His hand slides up my side to lightly cup my breast. “I’m going to make love to you.”
My heart pounds a little harder as our eyes meet. He lowers his mouth to mine and kisses me gently, coaxing my lips open as his weight comes down on me. I sigh, and he explores my mouth, tenderly.
My insides burn to feel him, all of him.
He slides to my side and leans on his elbow as he looks down on my naked body. “It’s easy to fuck you, Harper.”
The backs of his fingers skate down my stomach, sending shivers racing through me. My pussy is already so wet.
“So, fuck me, Nico.” I arch an eyebrow. I don’t know if I like this game he’s playing. His touch is subtle and gentle and strangely stimulating. Jack can be soft, but even he fucks me. I’m not sure what game Nico is playing.
“No, sunshine.” His fingers trail over my thigh and slide between my legs to where my leg meets my body.
I suck in a breath, and my hips move, trying to bring him closer to where I want him the most. He chuckles.