Better. Still terrible, but better.
I fold the letter. Set it aside.
Then I open a new document and do what I always do when emotions overwhelm me: I make a spreadsheet.
Paternity Logistics
Column A: Action Items
Apologize to Cecie
Request paternity test
Research parenting resources
Budget for child support
Recuse from tenant contract management
Column B: Timeline
Apology: ASAP
Test: Within one week
Results: Two weeks