Page 59 of Torment
“The woman that had me, left me there. My records say she came in high as a kite, pushed me out and took off.”
My chest tightens.
“I had opioids in my system. Spent almost a month in the NICU. I was placed in the system immediately.”
“You were just a baby. You spent your,” I swallow the lump forming in my throat. “Your entire life just bouncing around?” He nods.
“People want healthy babies.”
I open my mouth to say something, anything, but he hooks his finger under my chin, closing it.
“Don’t. Don’t apologize for something someone else did. It truly doesn’t bother me. I never bonded with anyone like babies are supposed to, so it doesn’t hurt me. It just is.”
I nod, but I can’t push away the hurt my heart feels at this moment.
“Enough with the heavy shit,” Karson says, bracing his arms around my waist and standing from the couch. A surprised laugh slips from me as my legs wrap around him instinctively. His mouth finds mine, not rough or claiming like usual, but slow. Certain.
He carries me toward the bedroom without breaking the kiss, and sets me down on the mattress like I’m something sacred. My fingers hook the collar of his shirt, pulling him down on top of me. His weight settles over me, warm and steady, and for the first time in a long time, nothing inside of me fights to run.
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
Taking both of her hands,our fingers lace together and I slowly drag them up the mattress above her head. She moans, and I pry her lips open with my tongue. I swallow the sounds as I press my body into her more, melting into her. I need her, but I’m going to take my time. Breaking the kiss, I pull back to look at her. Her eyes are glazed over, peering up at me under heavy lids.
“I need you,” she pants. I let out a low groan.
“I know, doll,” I tell her and stand from the bed.
After I remove my clothes, I step to the edge of the bed then grip her legs behind the knees and tug her to me. She gasps, then bites her lip. My hands glide to the top of her jeans. Her back arches, and I let out a chuckle.
“So worked up from just a touch,” I mutter as I undo her pants, then slide them down her thighs. She removes her shirt and bra, and I crawl back up the bed, settling between her thighs. Wrapping them around my waist, I slam my lips back to hers. Our tongues swirl together, and she bucks her hips underneath me. I chuckle, breaking the kiss again.
“Patience, terror,” I tell her.
I’m going to enjoy watching her unravel for me.
Sliding my hand between our sweat slicked bodies, I grip the base of my cock and nudge her entrance with the head. Sliding the tip between the folds of her soaked cunt, I watch as she shudders and throws her head back.
“Karson, please,” she breathes, and my restraint slips a little.
“Please what, beautiful?” I tease as I continue to drive her wild.
“Fuck me, please.” Her lust filled, crystal blue eyes lock onto my heavy gray ones and I give in.
I slowly slide inside of her tight pussy until I’m fully sheathed inside of her. She lets out a long, quiet moan as I slowly pull back, knowing the feeling of my piercings makes her feral for me.
I set a slow, tortuous rhythm–sliding in and out of her to the tip, making sure she feels every inch of me. Her cunt clamps down when only the head is left inside of her and she grabs my biceps, her nails biting into the skin.
She’s impatient, and to be honest so am I. I’ve never been gentle with her. Gentle isn't something either of us know how to be, but tonight I want her to know that I can be for her. Only ever for her.
Bringing one of my hands to the side of her face, I cup it and stroke her cheek with my thumb. Her eyes search mine.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” I tell her. Letting out a long breath, I feel her body relax under me and she gives me a small smile.
I pick up the pace, giving us both a little more of what we need. Her soft moans fill the room, echoing off the walls. Leaning down, I bury my face into her shoulder–biting, licking and sucking the skin.
“Oh god, Karson,” she breathes as I push into her with long, deep strokes.
“That’s it, terror. Cum for me,” I groan. Pulling out to the tip, I thrust into her once more as she shatters all around me. Her pussy pulses around my length, and I spill myself inside of her. I continue fucking into her, this time hard and fast as she rides out her orgasm. When she finally finishes, her body convulsing and her eyes lost and heavy, I flip us over so she’s on top.
