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“Including that we’re going to come back to thatotherconversation?” she finally asks.
I didn’t expect her to be the one to bring it up, but I have zero complaints that she did. I love that she’s confident enough with me to go there.
“Oh yes,thatespecially. I fucking loved that list. Let me start there. I’ve looked at it several times daily since I got it.” I don’t mention how it’s all I could think about when I’ve gotten myself off in the shower every day since she sent it.
I’d have expected her to blush again now that we turned to this topic, but she doesn’t. “There were some mimosas involved when I sent it, but I’m tired of only reading about the good stuff in books. I want to live it.”
“I’m glad youshared it with me.”
Her eyes lock with mine. “The thing is, I feel safer with you than I have with any guy, ever.”
I swallow. What a compliment, and a feeling of hers I want to keep secure. “Well, that’s nice to hear.”
“And I’m ready to begin trying stuff from the list. Tonight. I don’t want to wait.”
A wide smile breaks on my face immediately. “Okay, Goldie. You’re on.”
She blows out a breath of air, maybe in relief that her desire is out there.
Seeing her reaction gives me the confidence to lay my cards on the table. “I already had an option in mind?”
Her eyes light up with curiosity and excitement. “Which one?”
I whip out my phone and click on the shared Note.
“How about two—together, at the same time? These two?” I point to the options I was considering.
>>Be watched
>>Watch you touch yourself
“We’ll go back to my place,” I add.
“Both tonight?” she asks. I nod, and her eyes look eager. “Yes, please.”
Game on. There’s just one more preliminary topic to address. First, I tap on my lap, indicating she should sit down on it, holding my arms open so I can wrap them around her once she does.
Only when she takes a seat on my legs, I realize one problem. She’s at a slight angle, and the left side of her ass is snug against the front of my jeans.
My dick’s more than happy to show his appreciation. Shit.
“Grace…” I’m trying to keep it together because we reallydoneed to talk about this.
“You’re hard,” she says in awe. “Oh, sorry, I probably shouldn’t have said that out loud.”
“Oh, don’t hold back a single thought. Not with me. But yeah, this is what you do to me. You and that list.”
A look of satisfaction comes across her face. We’re only separated by a few inches, and watching her react to her power over me is making me desperate to kiss her.
No, we need to have this conversation.
“Okay, let me get back on track here.” I will my dick to behave so we can get through this. “I know your list has a lot of things we can do in a few different ways. I’m thinking, it might be best to wait to have actual intercourse, for lack of a better word? Not just because it’s your first time, but also since we’re still working on seeing where things go with us?”
“Yes, I’m definitely not ready,” she agrees, understanding dawning on her face. “I’m glad you asked, though. I’d assumed, but now I realize it would have been good to explain.”
“As long as we’re on the same page, we’re still going to have a lot of fun.” I wink. “And crush that list of yours.”
A devious look comes over her face, one that I suspect Grace has only shown me. “Let’s start then.”
