Page 37 of Lolli-Gag
Addicted to you
Lolli-Gag
“You’re slipping. You’re losing them. They’re gone because of you.”He laughs.
“Shut up!” I snap as I stand in line, waiting for my turn.
“Take them,”he pushes.
“I don’t want to,” I answer.
“Then keep spiraling.”He chuckles as I step up to the counter and the nurse hands me the cup. My fingers tighten around it and I throw it back and swallow them dry. The bitterness sticks and I gag.
“Happy?” I ask but silence greets me. I took the pills just to shut him up. Jethro never stops, and I’ve about had it with his opinions today. I wipe my mouth and walk away. “I’m finding them. I don’t give a fuck what anyone says.” I know they are still here. They can’t be gone. Not like that, and not without me.
Stepping into the hallway, a guard looks down at me and raises a brow.
“And where do you think you’re going?” he asks, and I smile.
“To see Master D,” I say, and he nods, following behind. We walk down the hallway and I wave to Cynthia and Tessa. They are Master D’s favorite nurses. They’re nice enough and help out when they can get away with it. Which isn’t often, but I like them.
“Don’t forget you have group therapy later with Dr. Petrova,” Tessa states, and I nod.
“I know… How could I forget.” I giggle then step into the room just outside Master D’s office. Carl gets up from his desk and walks over to me.
“Miss Lolli. How can I help you today?” he asks, and I giggle.
“Master D, please. Is he in?” I ask, and Carl nods.
“Right this way,” he states, taking a step back, letting me through. I walk into his office and it’s exactly how I remember it. Clean and controlled. Much like him. He sits behind his big mahogany desk, and when I don’t say anything, he looks up at me.
“Lolli,” he says calmly, and I smile.
“You’re here. Perfect,” I say, and he raises a brow, sitting back in his chair. “They’re gone,” I say. No build up. No pretending—just straight to the point. “They’re not in the cafeteria or the halls and no one remembers them,” I say, tilting my head. “Well, where did you put them?”
“They’re not gone,” he says as relief hits fast.
“Good, then take me to them,” I request, and he smiles.
“I can,” he says, and my smile widens. “But not for free.”
Of course not. Nothing here is free.
“What do you want? Me on my knees for you? I’ll suck the soul out of you if you give me what I want,” I say, twirling around.
“That’s a really great offer, but no, I have something else in mind,” he states, and I place both of my hands on his desk, leaning forward.
“You want to get between my legs? That can be arranged. I’m always happy to please you anyway I can.” I giggle.
“No, no—Lolli. Another test,” he states as Jethro stirs inside me.
“No,”he growls, but I ignore him.
“What kind of test?”
“Observation,” he replies, standing from his desk and walking over to me. “I want to see how you respond when given what you want most,” he says. That sounds too easy but I grin anyway.
“Deal!” I say, jumping up and down, clapping my hands.
