Page 118 of The Temporary Fiancée
I plant my hands on her hips and start to guide her, lifting her up and pulling her back down, driving up into her at the same time. The sounds she’s making are obscene, but so are the ones pouring out of me. It’s filthy and perfect.
The pressure inside me is building faster than I can hold it back. Between the vibrations, and the unrestrained way she’s riding me, I’m not going to last.
“I’m close, Olivia.”
“Me too.” She nods, bouncing faster. “Come for me.”
Our bodies move in sync, working together to chase the sensations. She comes first, her spine arching and then curling forward as it rips through her. Her pussy clenches around me in waves, and she never reaches for her clit, never touches herself.
That realization is what pushes me over.
I let out a stream of curses, my hips driving up into her, a low groan tearing out of me as I empty into the condom. She collapses against my chest, breathing fast. After a few seconds, she reaches down and carefully turns the vibrator off, easing it out of me, and I let out a slow breath as the buzz finally goes quiet.
I stare up at the ceiling as I gather my shit back together after the intensity of all of that, my heart still hammering. After a long moment, I find my voice. “Do you realize what you just did?”
She turns her head to look at me, a sheen of sweat on her forehead. “What?”
“You came without anyone touching your clit.”
She lifts her head and blinks at me, her mouth dropping open. “Holy shit. I did.”
I chuckle, entranced by the joy in her expression. “I’m proud of you.”
Olivia lets out a soft laugh, her eyes glinting. “You should be proud ofyourself. I think it had more to do with you than with me.”
“Nah, that’s not true. You’re finding your power, getting in touch with what gets you off. Exploring your kinks. It’s so fucking incredible to be a part of.”
She settles against me with a happy little sigh. I trace circles on her skin as the warmth of our bodies combines.
“Thank you,” she murmurs. “For letting me try that.”
I huff out a laugh and tip her chin up so I can see her face. “Are you kidding me? Thankyou, baby. That was incredible.”
She presses a soft kiss to the spot over my heart, then nestles closer. I run my fingers through her hair, and she lets out a contented hum.
It’s always incredible with you.
That thought rises up before I can push it back down, but I don’t say it out loud.
She looks up at me through her lashes, a sleepy grin pulling at her mouth. “You did a pretty good job making up for lost time tonight.”
“Well, it’s a start, but I’m nowhere near finished. We didn’t see each other for years.” I lift a pointed brow. “I’ve gotyearsof back-dated orgasms to give you.”
She lets out a lilting laugh. “No complaints from me.”
Her voice is getting softer with every word. Her eyes flutter closed as silence falls between us, and within a few breaths, she’s gone, her body lax against mine.
As I reach over to brush the hair away from her face, my mind churns like a storm at sea. I have feelings for her. I don’t know how to define those feelings, don’t know how to describe them. But they’re there, without a shadow of a doubt, no matter how confusing or incomprehensible they may be.
I shouldn’t, though. Not while we’re in the middle of this contract. Not when we’ve agreed to keep things simple.
And let’s face it, even after we’re done with this fake engagement, Olivia will always be too good for me. She deserves someone who won’t ever hurt her, who could neverpossiblyhurt her. I’m not so sure that’s me. I don’t trust myself to be that person.
At the same time, I can’t seem to stop myself from having these feelings. I can’t shut them down or turn them off.
All I can do is lie awake, staring at the way the light from the street illuminates her face, and listen to the sound of the rain on my windows.
Chapter 26
