What had I done?
She looked up at me.‘If I’m not better tomorrow morning, leave me.’
I growled, as if that was a crazy thing to say.‘Packmates stick together,’I told her.
She shook her head. ‘I don’t want Ivanna marrying the king and leading my people. Leave me and win the trials.’
A whimper lodged in my throat then and I fell onto the ground next to her, snuggling up to her good side.
‘Tell me a story,’she said. ‘Distraction helps with the pain and hunger.’
And so I did. I told her my secret, one very few people knew.
‘I knew King Axil before when he was just a young teenager. I loved him.’
She gasped, a small wolfish sound and I nodded, proceeding to tell her the entire story. Why not? She might bleed out right here in the middle of nowhere and I wanted to share the weight of what I carried with someone else. She listened quietly and then I finished with him walking away with his brother after King Ansel had said all of those horrible things about me.
‘That explains so much,’ she said sleepily when I finished.
I frowned. ‘What do you mean?’
She stared at me, her yellow wolf eyes searing into my soul. ‘My sister works in the palace as Axil’s personal assistant. She once questioned why he never took lovers.’
My heart frantically pounded against the walls of my chest.‘What did he say?’
‘That he’d already given his heart away when he was fifteen and anything else would pale in comparison,’Eliza replied blearily.
My muzzle unhinged as her words hit me like tossed stones. He … he said that aboutme? It didn’t make sense, he was the one who walked away.
When I glanced back down at Eliza, her eyes were closed, and she was asleep.
I didn’t say anything more, my stomach was tied into knots over Eliza’s state of health and I was still processing her words about Axil. She must be mistaken, heard her sister wrong. Axil wouldn’t say that about me … I shook myself, pushing all of that away.
Even though I knew we should be moving and making as much distance between the two dead wolven bodies as possible, I forced myself to keep watch as Eliza slept. She needed the healing rest more than anything.
A few hours ticked by and I constantly had to make myself get up and move in circles to keep awake. I was just making the hundredth circle around Eliza when I smelled it.
I froze, my wolf snout tipping up into the air so that I could take in a deep breath.
No.
Bearin.
It must have found the two dead wolves. We had to get out of here. Eliza was covered in blood and he would find her too and finish us both off. I’d fought bearin plenty of times with my pack, but never alone. Lone wolves got picked off by bearin.
‘’Liza.’I nudged her with my snout, shortening her name in a rush.
When her head lolled to the side, limp, I whimpered.
No.
Pressing my nose tightly to her neck, I nearly cried in relief when I felt a strong pulse. She was passed out, which wasn’t good, but she also wasn’t dead.
I would have to shift into my human form and carry her, not stopping until we reached Death Mountain. She was family. Pack. As much as Cyrus would have counseled me to leave her behind, I couldn’t now. I’d bonded myself to this woman and I wasn’t going to let her die.
Dammit, Zara.
I was just about to force myself to change when I heard heavy footsteps behind me.