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“Where are we going?”
“Just bear with me. I need to pick something up.” He escorted me into a pizza place I went to occasionally with Lauren. “Pizza’s the only thing I know you definitely eat. They were willing to stick on every fucking vegetable I could think of, so I hope you’ll like it.”
The place was only about a quarter full due to the early hour. Bare brick walls and black tables. A jukebox blared out something by the Beatles. I stood in the doorway, hesitant to go farther with him. The man nodded to David and fetched an order from the warmer behind him. David thanked him and headed back toward me.
“You didn’t have to do that.” I stepped back out onto the street, giving the pizza box suspicious glances.
“It’s just pizza, Ev,” he said. “Relax. You don’t even have to ask me to share it with you if you don’t want. Which way is it to your place from here?”
“Left.”
We walked another block in silence with David carrying the pizza box up high on one hand.
“Stop frowning,” he said. “When I picked you up last night you were lighter than in Monterey. You’ve lost weight.”
I shrugged. Not going there. Definitely not remembering him lifting me and my legs going around him and how badly I’d missed him and the sound of his voice as he—
“Yeah, well, I liked you the way you were,” he said. “I love your curves. So I came up with another plan. You’re getting pizza with fifteen cheeses on it until you’ve got them back.”
“My first instinct here is to say something snarky about how my body is no longer any of your business.”
“Lucky you thought twice about saying that, huh? Especially since you let me back into your body last night.” He met my scowl with one of his own. “Look, I just don’t want you losing weight and getting sick, especially not on my account. It’s that simple. Forget the rest and stop giving the pizza dirty looks or you’ll hurt its feelings.”
“You’re not the boss of me,” I muttered.
He barked out a laugh. “You feel better for saying that?”
“Yes.”
I gave him a wary smile. Having him beside me again felt too easy. I shouldn’t get comfortable, who knew when it would once again blow up in my face? But the truth was, I wanted him there so bad it hurt.
“Ba—” He cleared his throat and tried again, without the sentiment that would have earned him an automatic smackdown. “Friend. Are we friends again?”
“I don’t know.”
He shook his head. “We’re friends. Ev, you’re sad, you’re tired, and you’ve lost weight, and I fucking hate that I’m the cause of it. I’m going to make this right with you one step at a time. Just… give me a little room to maneuver here. I promise I won’t step on your toes too badly.”
“I don’t trust you anymore, David.”
His teasing smile fell. “I know you don’t. And when you’re ready we’re gonna talk about that.”
I swallowed hard against the lump in my throat.
“When you’re ready,” he reiterated. “Come on. Let’s get you home so you can eat this while it’s still hot.”
We walked the rest of the way home in silence. I think it was companionable. David gave me occasional small smiles. They seemed genuine.
He tramped up the stairs behind me, not really bothering to look around. I’d forgotten he’d been here last night when he got my whereabouts from Lauren. I unlocked the door and took a peek inside, still scarred from catching Lauren and my brother on the couch last week. Living with them wasn’t going to work long term. I think everyone was getting to the point of needing their own space.
The last month, though, had been beneficial for Nate and me. It had given us a chance to talk. We were closer than we’d ever been. He loved his job at the mechanic shop. He was happy and settled. Lauren was right, he’d changed. My brother had figured out what he wanted and where he belonged. Now if I could just get my shit together and do the same.
Rock music played softly and Nate and Lauren danced in the middle of the room. An impromptu thing, obviously, given my brother’s still-greasy work clothes. Lauren didn’t seem to care, holding on to him tight, staring into his eyes.
I cleared my throat to announce our arrival and stepped into the room.
Nate looked over and gave me a welcoming smile. But then he saw David. Blood suffused his face and his eyes changed. The temperature in the room seemed to rocket.
“Nate,” I said, making a grab for him as he charged David.
