Page 56 of Hurt Me Not
But all my dreams had only turned to nightmares.
“What about thegirls?”
Her lips twitched.
“So you are jealous.”
Her teasing only made me madder and, apparently, only made her enjoy this more.
“Are you getting off on this, Emerson?
“I might be, but I can tell you right nowyouwon’t be getting off until you admit it, Pearl.”
Fuck.Her bossy tone was my undoing.
“Yes. I’m fucking raging just thinking someone else touched you?—”
“No one touched me. I shared a bed with some of them when I joined the club. I watched them fuck each other and participated if they needed me to. But their faces were always yours. Every single time, I was thinking of you.”
My breath caught. I never thought I’d hear something so perfectly sinful drop from Emerson’s mouth.And about me, no less.
She couldn’t know that I’d been doing the same. That I was chasing after people similar to her and pasting her face over theirs while they fucked me.
All I ever wanted was her, and now she was saying it back to me.
It was too good to be true. I couldn’t believe it, as much as I wanted to.
“Do you want to go back to the club? Do you want to be with?—”
“I don’t want to be with anyone else. And, to answer your question, only if my precious little slut asks me,” she purred. “Would you like to know what it’s like to be fucked in front of a crowd? To have everyone watch you pant and beg for me?”
Heat curled in my belly. The image was so vivid that my body reacted even though we weren’t even touching.
Emerson and I on a stage. She was standing over me just like she was now. I was completely naked and writhing for her while she looked at me with that cruel smirk of hers.
I don’t want to be with anyone else. Every single time, I was thinking of you.
“I need you,” I whispered, unable to hold back as the throbbing between my legs intensified.
I was no longer mad, and this was more than lust. I needed us to be connected. Needed to feel her skin against mine. Only then would the anxiety stop and my mind slow.
“Prove it,” she whispered.
I started taking off my clothes right then and there until I was naked in front of her. The coldness of the floor below me stung my heated skin.
I gripped her pant leg as she stood up to her full height, trying to stop her from moving away. But she still did.
“That's all you got?” she asked, a wicked glint in her eye. The one I liked so much. “Crawl to me, Pearl.”
Four words, and my body felt like a live wire. She took a few more steps back, taunting me. I never imagined myself like this, even in my dirtiest fantasies.
The look in her eyes told me she didn’t think I would. Like I wouldn’t dare degrade myself in such a way.
Let’s prove us both wrong.
On my hands and knees, I followed slowly, my eyes never leaving hers.
“Like this?”
