Page 167 of The Broken Keys

“Livianna, you told me it was for the best that it was over.”

“I did?”

“Yes, you seemed at peace with it.” She smirks. “At least as much as you can be at peace with anything not going your way.”

“Meaning, it bothered me.”

I wouldn’t take a break-up with a man I thought I was falling in love with well. My vision distorts as reality hits me.

There’s an entire section of my life missing. And from this conversation, I have a feeling that if I could remember it, everything would be different. Maybe I should stop looking for trouble.

I breathe deeply to calm my racing heart. “Does Callum know?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Good. Let’s keep it between us. I don’t need him worrying about something that doesn’t matter anymore.”

“Agreed.” She lifts her cup. “We should get back. I have to get organized before I leave tonight.”

“Where are you going?”

We get to our feet and start heading back.

She opens the door. “Jaxon’s sending me to Malaysia to help Andrew out with an investment issue.”

Another electrocuting zap of pain in my brain steals my breath. “God, I hope these painkillers kick in fast.”

“Maybe you should go home and rest.”

“Can’t. I have a meeting I can’t miss.”

“Of course you do. Anyway, how are things with you and Cash?”

We continue toward the office building as I tell her how wonderful Callum’s being with me. Thoughts of him seem to relax me.

By the time we get back, I’m feeling much better. Light, like I’m floating, and it’s exactly what I need.

Oh, yes. The painkillers I took. I can make it through the day with these magical white pills running through my veins.

It’s the relief I need. I attend all my meetings and handle tasks as if I know what I’m doing. It’s likely muscle memory, but I’m thankful regardless.

Once the day is over, I go outside and sit near a flowerbed. I text Callum to see when he’ll be here to pick me up.

Me:Just checking in. What time should I expect you?

Callum:Fuck, Lily. I’m stuck at an appointment. Can you wait for an hour or so?

Me:I’ll just order a ride service.

Callum:Sorry. I’ll hurry.

Me:No need. I’m fine. I’ll just go home and take a hot bath.

Callum:Tempting. Too tempting…

I smile to myself. At least he still loves and wants me.

Me:I’ll keep the water warm.