Page 74 of Dark Tangled Truths
“Remember when we pleasured each other with our mouths.”
I nod, remembering how I didn’t quite know how to go about it. My panties are already soaked just talking about sex.
“I want Cam to fuck your pussy while I suck on your clit and you suck my cock.” He strokes his fingers down my neck, sending shivers through me. “Then I want to switch places with Cam.”
I smile and lean in to kiss him before turning and kissing Cam, ready to get lost in the pleasure of being with them.
Later that night,tucked between Cam and Hawk, I can’t get out of my head to sleep. The idea that this whole thing with the stalker is just a mindfuck.
It’s like trying to dissect the villain’s motivation in the film we watched. The firstNightmarewas to get revenge on the parents who murdered Freddie by killing their children. But in real life, motivations get convoluted and aren’t a straight line.
My phone buzzes, and a little rush goes through me, knowing it’s Damon.
Sex God:
You’re worse at this sleep thing than me
Me:
I’m contemplating the plot of Nightmare
Sex God:
I can see why you can’t sleep
Crazy dead pedophile goes into teens dreams to kill them
Not a very deep premise
Me:
No, but it is a mindfuck for the people going through it
Sex God:
True
I turn and look up at where I know the camera is hidden. I don’t want to get into it with him right now. Normally, I would tell him what I was considering for the stalker, but that might bring up my mom. I don’t want to reopen any wounds tonight. They’re still fresh and haven’t even begun to heal. So I leave it.
Me:
How was the party?
Sex God:
Would have been better with you here
Sunday rehearsal is normal.Even Chase seems to be on point this afternoon. He has his lines down finally. Cam sits in theaudience studying for another test this week. Mr. Watson walks around from time to time to make sure no one sneaks in. There are no gifts left on my desk. The whole thing is almost too normal.
When Cam and Hawk drop me off at home after, Mom’s at the door and waves to the guys as I walk inside. Adam returned home yesterday. Dinner tonight is going to be awkward, and I wish Damon could be here to endure it with me.
“They could have stayed for dinner.” Mom closes the door behind me.
“It’s okay. I have homework to do, and they’ll have dinner with their families.” I glance back at the road.
That seems to settle Mom. I know she’s still processing me having three boyfriends, including one who lives with me. She didn’t really get the opportunity to interrogate Chase when we were dating. I don’t know that she would have, but maybe she wants to be more aware going forward.
When I come down for dinner, I don’t think I’ll be able to eat anything. Seriously just thinking of walking in, sitting across from Mom and Adam without the buffer of Cam or Damon seems unbearable. But I know it’s not an option.
