Page 15 of Finding Shelter
Kash kissed him, twirling his tongue in Ledger’s mouth while he slowly stroked Ledger’s cock. His mouth moved to Ledger’s ear. “Tell me how you want it. There’s nothing I won’t do.”
Whoa. The nervousness slipped away. Kash was too intense for Ledger to feel anything except horny. Plus, Kash wasn’t looking at him. He was busy kissing Ledger’sthroat.
“I’m a switch. I like it all.”
“Good answer.” Kash dropped to his knees.
Ledger’s first thought was about Kash’s knees. They had to hurt on this hard floor. Then his dick was in Kash’s mouth, and Ledger stopped thinking. He hadn’t lied about it being a long time since anyone had touched him. Not only had he been divorced for years, but Ry had also stopped touching him long before that. That should have been his first clue about the affairs. Ledger had been too busy trying to be whatever Ry needed, so he let go of his needs. They roared back now.
Ledger’s fingers dove into Kash’s dark blond hair. He held on as he rolled his hips, taking whathe wanted. Ledger knew it was Kash on his dick. Between that and how fucking good Kash’s mouth felt, Ledger wouldn’t make it long. Right before he could blow and embarrass himself, Kash shot to his feet. He held Ledger’s hand, dragging him toward the bedroom.
“When you come, it’ll be sitting on my dick. I’m not missing that.”
Ledger could barely breathe. Kash had him half out of his mind with need.
When Kash reached the bed, he spun, lifted Ledger off his feet, and tossed him onto the bed.
Ledger’s lust tripled at the show of strength.
Kash hovered over him. “You said it’s been a long time. Do you have any of the things we need?”
“Lube.”
“I’ll be right back. When I get back, you’d better be nude.”
Without waiting for Ledger to argue, not that he would, Kash headed for the door. The moment he was out of sight, Ledger scrambled out of his clothes. He didn’t know what Kash’s punishment would be if Ledger disobeyed. But if Kash withheld sex to teach him a lesson, Ledger might literally die. It already took everything he possessed not to reach down and finish himself. He was a desperate man.
Kash returned totally nude. He ripped open a condom with his teeth as he headed Ledger’s way. Hisfeatures were so harsh, Ledger wondered if he should be scared. Then Kash crawled onto the bed. He kissed Ledger while simultaneously rolling on the condom.
Ledger smacked the bedside table, searching for the knob on the drawer so he could get the lube. His book and glasses hit the floor.
Kash’s mouth tore away. His gaze shot toward the struggling. “You’re all good. I came prepared. I’ve got you.” Wet fingers toyed with his asshole.
Ledger forgot his own name. Kash had him twisted in lust to the point of not even seeing Kash carry lube into the room. He was older. Ledger should be the one reassuring Kash. But Ledger had a feeling Kash was about to rock him hardenough Ledger would never think of him as younger again.
“Look at me.”
Ledger immediately obeyed Kash’s demanding tone. His gaze shot straight to holding Kash’s stare.
Kash never broke eye contact as he inched his way in, stopping several times for Ledger to adjust. It took Ledger a moment to realize Kash watched for any signs of pain in Ledger’s eyes. He had never felt as seen as he did right then. Ledger felt like Kash stared into his soul.
“What do you see?” The whispered words wouldn’t be stopped.
Kash’s expression never lost an ounce of intensity. “Everything.”
Hisbody gave way.
Kash gently pumped inside him. He shifted his angle and Ledger’s position until he obviously found what he wanted in Ledger’s reactions. Then everything fell away.
Kash grabbed the headboard and used the leverage to take what he wanted. Every breath Ledger took matched Kash’s rhythm. Ledger wanted to move and take more of what he needed, but Kash had him as twisted as a pretzel. The connection was fierce. All the years of pretending and shameful desire collided into a single act. Ledger more than knew nothing would ever be the same. It already wasn’t. He would never look at Kash again without envisioning this. They were headed somewhere together.
The slow, calculated thrusts got harder and faster. Ledger scratched at thesheets and Kash’s skin. The need for release crushed him. Pretty soon, his heart would stop if he didn’t blow.
“You’re beautiful clinging to the edge. I could keep you here all night.”
Ledger strained.
A sexy moan rumbled from Kash. “That’s it. Use me. It’s just us. Take what you need.”
