Page 38 of Caging Fire
Cade laughed genuinely at my panicked ramblings. He normally had three expressions: serious, annoyed or scowling. I had never seen him laugh like that. His laugh was like the sun, bright, warm, and so unbearably hot. It melted me.
“I know you’re a virgin,” he revealed with wicked delight, smiling wolfishly.
My face and chest had turned three shades of red at the mention of my virginity. I was suddenly hot and tingly everywhere.
“Yes, I am. I don’t… I don’t know what to do,” I confessed, too embarrassed to say more.
“That’s good because I would have had to kill any man who had ever touched you before me. I enjoy knowing that I’ll be the first man inside you.”
By his serious tone, I could tell he truly meant it. I think he would have actually killed my ex if I had one.
“If you listen and do what I say, I’ll show you how to be a good girl and please me. If you think it feels good to cum on our fingers or mouth, you can only imagine how good it will be to cum on our dicks. Do you want to know what it feels like, Rowan? Do you want me inside you?” He said, waiting for me to respond.
Cade was not someone who asked for permission. He took what he wanted. His request for verbal confirmation that I wanted this too was the green-light my mind needed to give my body the go-ahead. I hadn't given sex much considerationbefore, as the thought of my virginity always made me feel different from my peers. But if I were being honest with myself, since my capture, it was all I thought about.
I wanted this.
I wanted him.
I knew how messed up that was considering the circumstances, but I had spent so much of my life trying to stamp out my sexual desires with chemicals. Detox had suddenly freed me from the chains of abstinence, and I wanted to explore all the hushed things Lily and Harper whispered about in the back seat. Listening to them exchange stories about each other's partners and sexual experiences made me feel like an abnormality.
I never thought I could have this. But now I could, if only I were brave enough to just admit that I wanted it. I tried not to feel guilt and shame over my body’s needs. I reminded myself that I was still planning to escape, but that I could at least use these men for my pleasure in the meantime.
“Yes, sir,” I responded shakily.
I knew Cade liked when I called him sir, and my body was way past the point of trying to resist him. Letting my omega instincts override my rationality, I felt nothing but the overwhelming urge to please him.
I wanted to make him laugh again, like he had earlier, light, unguarded, and free from the constant grip of restraint he usually carried. I liked him that way. As much as I hated to admit it, I liked him this way too. Bossy, controlling, and unapologetically possessive.
He slid his hand between my legs, cupping my core.
“This is mine now. I can tolerate sharing with my brother and our unit, but if anyone else tries to take what is ours, they are dead,” he growled.
Wrapping his muscular arms around my hips, he lifted me onto the bed and laid me on my back. He loomed above me, caging me with his massive frame. I wanted to see him, all of him. Clawing at his shirt, I tried to pull it off.
“Take off your shirt,” I commanded deeply, mimicking him in my best Cade impression.
He laughed one of those striking laughs again, sending slick between my legs. I loved that sound. He then obliged me, pulling his shirt over his head, and revealing nothing but compact, chiseled muscles and sunkissed, golden skin. His body was addictive.
Leaning over me, he closed his mouth over the peak of my nipple, sucking hard on it and eliciting a gasp from my lips. His beard tickled the curve of my breast while his sharp teeth clamped down on the pebbled tip. He switched back and forth, sucking softly and then biting painfully. The contrasting sensations overstimulated me wonderfully. While his mouth distracted me, his finger slipped inside my wet core.
“Killian told me you were tight, but I had no clue how tight. I’m going to need to prepare you thoroughly to take my cock. Spread your legs wider,” he said grunting and working another finger into me.
Whimpers left my mouth, needy for more, despite feeling so full already. I could only imagine what it would be like to have his entire dick inside of me. After seeing Ryker’s, I now knew how big alpha’s cocks were, and I was under no illusion thatit would feel painless entering me. The sharp sting from Cade forcing a third finger into my tight heat made me wince.
Suddenly, fear washed over me as I considered how much his bite would hurt. He had told me he was going to mark me. Killian’s mark had been excruciating.
Cade saw me grimace and could feel my muscles tense as panic flooded me. He purred, calming my nerves and relaxing my body. Every muscle in me went soft and useless at the sound, allowing him to insert a fourth finger. Stretching my entrance obscenely wide, he scissored his digits in and out. I could feel his fingers brushing up against my virgin barrier. Wincing, I tried to focus on the pleasure instead of the pain.
“Shhh, Baby, I know it stings a little; you're just too tight. Let me stretch you and get you ready. Keep still.”
Something about the way he said “Baby” made me blush and sent shockwaves straight to my clit. Cade wasn’t usually one for pet names, not like Killian or Ryker, which made it so much hotter. I normally melted when he used my name in that low, brooding voice of his, but "Baby?" That was a new favorite word rolling off his lips. It was unexpected, intimate, and it set something on fire inside of me. My breath hitched, and I couldn’t help the flutter low in my belly.
“You’re doing so well, Rowan. Do you want to cum before I fuck you? Beg nicely for me.”
There was no internal debate; my response was instant. I knew an orgasm would help take away the lingering sting from being stretched so wide. Plus, my whole body was begging for it. A river of slick ran down my legs, causing a vulgar squelching sound as Cade fucked me with his thick fingers.
“Please, sir. Please, I really need to cum. The stretch, it stings, please make it feel better.”
