Page 214 of Just for the Cameras
“No, really casual. Some of the guys who have kids bring them. It’s really relaxed, just a kickoff before the season starts.”
“Oh, okay. And are you sure it’s okay that I go?”
“Why wouldn’t it be okay?”
I drag my hand over my comforter. “Because I’m new. We’re new. I don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable.”
“How would you make anyone uncomfortable?”
“I don’t know, Graydon. I just want to make sure it’s okay.”
“I’m saying it’s okay. Therefore, it’s okay.”
“Am I on the approved list?”
“I’m not sure you understand how this works. I tell them you’re going with me, and it’s done. That’s it. Are you hesitant because you don’t want to go?”
“No.”
There’s silence for a moment, and then he asks, “Are you hesitant because of what happened yesterday?”
Yes.
And terrified.
“I just don’t want to step on anyone’s toes.”
“The only toes you would be stepping on would be if I was dating someone else, and that’s not the case here. It’s you and you alone. Maple…” He sighs. “Please tell me everything is going to be okay.”
Tears spring to my eyes.God, I thought I was out of tears.
I swallow back the emotions, though, not wanting to cause him any concern.
“Everything is great,” I say, but it doesn’t sound as cheery as I want it to.
“I’m turning around.”
“No,” I say. “Don’t, you’re going to be late. I’m fine, I promise. There’s nothing you need to worry about.”
“Yeah, but you’re questioning if you should go to this party, and you don’t sound like yourself. Yesterday, I needed you to know where I stand, and it’s anywhere where you’re by my side.”
My heart clenches as I nod even though he can’t see me. “I know.”
“Do you?”
“I do.”
“Promise?”
“Promise,” I answer, hating myself for being so weak.
“Okay. Can I come over later?”
“I hope you do,” I answer, hugging his pillow closer. “I can make us dinner.”
“Maybe we can make it together.”
“I would like that.”
