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“Did she give you anything? Any clues about where he might have taken her?” Beckett asked me, and I shook my head.
“She had no idea where he was or what he had been up to in the past five years since she left New York. We didn’t even know for sure if he was in LA,” I said and clenched the fist that I had punched into the wall. I could still feel the sting of the force, and it made me feel good. I wanted that fist to break Ryan’s jaw. He had taken Ensley out of her bedroom, out of her home and now he was going to have to pay for it.
I was going to find him and make sure he never touched a hair on her body again.
“So how are we going to find this fucker?” Topher asked, just as there was a rap on the hotel door. We exchanged looks, and Beckett pulled out the gun he had stuffed in his belt. Jamison approached the door and looked through the peephole.
“It’s Brooks,” he said, rolling his eyes and opened the door to our brother.
Brooks walked into the hotel room, and I immediately charged at him.
“Where the fuck have you been? We were all supposed to be on duty, watching Ensley’s apartment. Do you even know that he’s taken her?” I was barking at Brooks who was watching me intently, listening to every word that was spitting out of my mouth.
When I was finished, he took in a deep breath and stuck his hands into the pockets of his jeans.
“Yeah, I heard. Topher told me. I wasn’t here because you ordered me to do some digging and my shift didn’t start till five in the morning. Remember?” he hissed at me. We were both glaring at each other.
“And if you have to bark at someone, do it at Jamison. From what I hear, he’s the one who couldn’t control his nicotine cravings when he needed to. If he hadn’t disappeared for so long, that bastard wouldn’t have been able to walk into her apartment,” Brooks continued through gritted teeth, and I stepped angrily towards him.
I didn’t know who or what I was angry at anymore. All I knew was that I needed to hit someone, punch something again, so I could get the rage out of my body.
“Okay, we need to take a step back. Thorn, Brooks, let it go. We’re all here now, and we need to work as a team!” Beckett had stepped in between us, and he was trying to catch both our gazes so he could talk some sense into us.
I stepped away from them, clenching my jaw in the hopes that I’d be able to calm myself. I didn’t need to pick a fight with one of my brothers. We were all on the same side. We had slipped up, but I needed all their help to get Ensley back.
Brooks nodded his head slowly, with his eyes still on me, and pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket. He held it up, and I could see that there was an address scribbled on it.
“I got into his bank account,” he said, and I narrowed my eyes at him. What did an address have to do with his bank account?
“And anything there we can use?” Jamison stepped up to us now, and Brooks turned to look at him.
“I noticed a transaction at a motel off the 405. Four nights in a row. That’s where he’s living,” Brooks continued, and I could feel a renewed surge of energy in my veins again.
“Or at least was living before he took her,” Beckett added.
“It doesn’t matter. That is where we’re going,” I cut in, and I grabbed the piece of paper out of Brooks’ hand. I could sense him staring at me while I read the address over and over again. When I looked up, I met his eyes and nodded my head.
“Good job, brother. We might find her with this,” I said and finally, he grinned. He stretched his hand out to me, and I shook it. I had lost myself there for a few minutes. Losing Ensley was making me turn on my brothers, making me doubt everything I knew and trusted. What was this effect she was having on me?
Whatever it was, I knew I had never felt it before.
We stormed out of the hotel and got on our bikes. Together, we were riding towards the motel off the 405, and whatever happened, I was determined to find Ensley tonight. Whatever it took. I wasn’t going to let him keep her for a moment longer, now that I knew where he had been living all these days in LA.
Ensley’s beautiful heart-shaped face floated up in front of me as I rode my bike hard. Her luscious pink lips, those sparkling green eyes, and her silky smooth golden hair. I wanted her in my arms again. I wanted to hold her and tell her that I would take care of her. I wanted to fall on my knees and beg for her forgiveness for fucking up.
Would she ever be able to trust me again? She had hired me because she had complete faith in me and I had broken my promise to her, to keep her safe.
I could feel my veins pumping with rage and adrenaline as I rode my bike hard towards our destination.
There was nothing I wouldn’t do to get her back.
Chapter 26
Ensley
Since I regained consciousness in the motel room, Ryan had been leaving and coming back in intervals. I had no idea where he was going, and I didn’t want to ask him either. I was afraid of what he was going to tell me, but I could sense that he was making plans for our escape. I knew that he wanted to take me away from LA, somewhere Thorn and the Grim Reapers couldn’t find us.
Every time he left, I tried to loosen my hands from the chords, but I hadn’t been successful yet. Ryan had tied it tightly around my wrists, and he had done a very good job of it.
He was back from his prowl now and was taking clothes out of the closet and his scattered possessions around the motel room, and piling them into a bag.
“Are you going somewhere?” I asked him, and he jerked his head up to look at me. There was an evil glimmer in his eyes, and he was grinning like I had said something funny.
“You’re coming with me, sweetness. Wherever I go, you go,” Ryan said and folding a t-shirt neatly, he stuffed it into the bag.
I gulped, my throat felt suddenly dry, but I said nothing. Not only did I not have the energy to protest, but I also knew that I had to play nice. It was the only way that I could avoid being hit by him again. As long as I was with him, as long as he was holding me captive; I had no other choice but to play along with him.
Then maybe, I might be able to win some of his trust and give Thorn some time to find me. I hadn’t lost hope yet. I trusted Thorn with my life, and I knew that he was out there, doing everything he could to find me. I didn’t blame him or his club for the kidnapping. It was all my fault. I shouldn’t have opened the door without checking. I shouldn’t have been so foolish as to not look through the peephole before I let someone in through my door. Now, my only hope was that Ryan would let me stay alive, long enough for Thorn to find me. For that to happen, I needed to keep the conversation going with him.
“You know, sweetness, if you didn’t fight me so much, we could have a normal life together. You could get all dolled up right now, and we could go for a nice meal somewhere and catch up,” Ryan had forgotten about packing up, and he was stepping towards me again.
I flinched as I watched him approaching me. I hated him. I was disgusted by him, and his body and I didn’t want him anywhere near me. But I also had nowhere to go. I looked up at him, forcing a weak smile on my face.
“Let’s do it then. Let’s go somewhere and get a drink, we need to talk this through,” I suggested, hopeful that he might take the binds off, that he might let me out of this place. If I got the opportunity to get out of this motel room, I would do everything I could to get away from him.
Ryan was still grinning as he came to a stop in front of me.
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“How stupid do you think I am, Ensley? I can see it in your eyes. You’re going to make a run for it, the first opportunity you get. You don’t get it yet. You don’t get how good this is,” he said, and that smile on his face turned into an ugly rage.
I shook my head.
“No, I won’t run. I promise, Ryan. I know that you’re going through something dark and you need my help. You need someone to talk to. I’m here for you, I want us to work this out,” I was begging him. I was so close to convincing him to let my binds off. Ryan clenched his jaw, and I watched as his nostrils flared.
“You want to talk? Let’s talk then. Why did you fucking leave me?” he yelled. I flinched again, gulped and tried to keep myself steady. I knew that the more I fought him off, the more I insulted him-the angrier he would get.
“I had to go because you hurt me, Ryan!” I said, my voice was screechy, and he shook his head.
“I didn’t hurt you. I was keeping you in place, and I’ll fucking hit you again if you step out of line!” he charged towards me and bunched up some of my hair in his fist. I squealed and started crying again, afraid that he was going to hurt me, but he let my hair go and stepped away from me.
“So tell me, Ensley, what are you getting from that idiot that I couldn’t give you?” I heard him say.
I looked up at him hesitantly, meeting his blazing eyes. I knew he was talking about Thorn. How long had he been watching us? How long was he watching my apartment?
“We are not together. I just hired him as a bodyguard,” I said, in a weak voice and Ryan threw his head back and laughed menacingly.
“Is that why he’s been spending nights at your place? Keeping guard over you while you sleep?” he spat the words out, and I bit down on my lip, trying to keep the cry from rising up in my throat.
“I just want to go home, Ryan, please just let me go home,” I was begging him again, and I couldn’t stop. I was exhausted and cold and afraid. He hadn’t given me anything to eat or drink, and I knew it was because he didn’t want me energized. The weaker I was, the more difficult it would be for me to fight him.
