Page 27 of Hawk (Road Rebels MC 1)
But I had another idea in mind.
“Lay down,” I said breathlessly.
“Just rest for a second,” he said.
“No. Lay down on your back. Now.”
He obeyed my command, his eyes grazing my body as I sat up. I was still trembling from the aftershocks of my orgasm as I slid between his legs. I kissed his neck and his chest, feeling his strength jump underneath me while my hands slid down his sides. Every single muscle was on display for me, and I bit down into every single of them. I wanted to mark all of his muscles I could find. Every single ab, every single pec, and each of his thighs. The way he writhed underneath me sent chills down my spine, and for the first time since we’d reconnected, I heard a small whimper peel from between his lips.
He was begging me to give him what he wanted, and I wasn’t about to deny myself the pleasure of hearing my name drip from his lips.
I threw his strong, chiseled legs over my shoulders before I reached up for his hands. I interlocked our fingers together, pulling his shoulders down slightly as he groaned. My mouth wrapped around the tip of his cock, licking the drops of precum he already had before I took him all the way back into my throat.
His entire body trembled at my mercy, and I grinned at the intoxicating sight of him.
Slowly, I began to bob my head. His hips were already rising to match my thrusts, his body greedy for the release it was seeking. My tongue worked its way around his cock head every single time I had to come up for air, and his legs would jolt as I lapped at him.
My cheeks hollowed out as I sucked and I could taste more precum dancing in the back of my throat. His hands were clamping down on mine while his heels were digging into the mattress. I could feel his hips lifting off the floor, thrusting his dick down my throat as I poised myself above him. He fucked my throat relentlessly, releasing my hands before they wound tightly into the auburn tresses of my hair. My fingertips dug into his hips, holding on for dear life as his cock began to grow thicker and thicker against my teeth.
I moaned around him while my spit dripped onto his skin. I moved with him, wanting to feel him shoot his salted arousal back down my throat. I wanted him to lose himself in me. I wanted him to use me for any purpose he needed. I wanted my name to finally tumble from his lips as it filled the corners of his room.
Our room.
“Sydney. Shit. Oh, fuck. I’m so close. Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”
I hummed with approval as my fingernails dug into his skin. His back arched with the thrust of his hips, the rolling movement forcing more spit out of my mouth. My hands rushed up to him, my nails dragging down his stomach. I could hear him gasping and groaning, shaking with every single movement my fingertips made until it finally happened.
He shoved his cock deep into my throat.
“Syd. Sydney. Yes. Oh, fuck. I love you so much. So much. So much.”
Tears rose in my eyes while his cum tumbled into my stomach. I held my breath as long as I could, feeling him quake underneath me as pump after pump of his essence trickled down my throat. I felt him collapse underneath me, spent from the exertion of his orgasm as his cock quickly began dwindling between my lips.
I pulled him slowly from my mouth before I laid my cheek to rest on his shaking thigh.
“Come here,” he said breathlessly.
“Hold on,” I whispered.
I felt him lift up and reach down for me, pulling me up to him while we both tried to catch our breath. I could feel the sheen of sweat on his chest as I laid on top of his body. I pressed kiss after kiss into the crook of his neck as spit continued to drip down the sides of my mouth.
But even though we were both absolute messes, he still managed to press a kiss to my forehead and call me beautiful.
“Did you mean it?” I asked.
“Of course you’re beautiful,” he said.
“I mean when you said we’re safe. Did you mean it?”
I tumbled off to the side as I prepared myself for his answer. His thumb rose up, clearing off the spit trails on my cheek as a small grin crossed his face. He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to my forehead, and instantly my body melted into him. We quickly tangled up into one another, holding each other tight as the sun slowly began to rise over the red cliffs of Nevada.
“Everything went off without a hitch. Everyone’s safe,” he said.
Tears of joy sprang to my eyes as I cried with relief. Hawk pulled me close to his naked body, wrapping me up in his warmth as I sobbed into the crook of his neck. That meant we could go get Emery. That meant she could live the life I’d always wanted her to live. That meant we could tell her who Hawk was in the hopes that we could all become a family again.
“You and Emery are welcome here as long as you’d like to stay,” he said.
“I was honestly hoping you’d say that,” I said.
I pulled back from him and looked up into his eyes. I could tell he was hanging onto every single word I was saying, and there was no use denying it anymore. I didn’t know what was going to come of the decision I was about to make. It scared me to death that I was going to bring Emery into this life, but I knew that Emery couldn’t live without her father.
And honestly, neither could I.
“I was actually hoping Emery, and I might be able to move in.”
I studied Hawk’s reaction for a little while, and I started to become worried. He didn’t react, and he didn’t move. There was no smile or frown. No tear in his eye. There was nothing that denoted any type of reaction I was expecting from him.
Until he barreled his lips into mine and rolled over on top of me.
“Do you mean that?” he asked.
“Every single word of it,” I said into his lips
.
“You’re gonna stay,” he said.
“I don’t know if I’m gonna join The Road Rebels again. I’m still not sure how I stand with that on Emery’s part.”
“And for the first time tonight, I realized why you stand in that position,” he said. “I’ll respect any decision you make regarding your involvement in them. I’m just so happy the two of you are coming back to me.”
Then, I saw it. The small little tear in his eye he’d never allow himself to shed. I rose up and captured his lips lightly on mine, a small kiss that communicated so very much. Our arms threaded around each other so our tongues could dance with fury, and soon our lips were swelling underneath the pressure of one another’s as my legs spread to accommodate his body.
“Here’s what we’re gonna do,” he said. “We’re gonna sleep through the morning, and possibly through lunch.”
“Okay,” I said.
“Then, I’m gonna treat you to a nice dinner in town before we head back to my mother’s to get Emery.”
“Sounds good,” I said, smiling.
“We probably won’t get there until really late at night, so we’ll probably just sneak into her house. I know where the spare key is.”
“Sounds exciting,” I said as his cock grew against my thigh.
“We can’t take my bike since we’ll be coming back with Emery, but I figured your van’s probably safe now to drive,” he said as he inched closer to my entrance.
“Probably,” I said breathlessly.
“The Devil Saints are being locked away as we speak, and The Road Rebels will be here to help you navigate the rest of the waters you need to with Agent Mahoney if she shows back up.”
The tip of his throbbing cock breached my entrance, and I moaned at the feeling as my head lobbed back.
“Oh, this neck of yours,” he said, growling.
I felt his lips attach to my skin as he slowly sank his cock deep into my body. My legs were trembling, weak from the pleasure he’d given me when he first got him. His teeth grazed along my skin, threatening to take a chunk out of me as he trailed down to my shoulders.
