Slamming my laptop shut, I got up and went to his room. I knocked on the door twice to try and wake him up and there was no movement from inside.
“Oz! Wake up!” I barked, opening the door and walking straight in. He was still fast asleep on his single bed, snoring.
“Oz! For fuck’s sake. Will you wake up and get on with the day!” I barked, shaking him by the shoulders.
“Jesus, sis! Why won’t you just let me be?” he groaned, turning to blink his eyes open. I stood over him with my hands on my hips.
“Get up. Get changed and go get us some eggs so I can make us a proper breakfast,” I scolded him and Oz was trying to turn back into bed but I started pulling him out.
“Fuck! Okay! Let me go!” he groaned, sliding his legs off the bed finally. I did a quick once over, to make sure he didn’t have any new bruises on his body.
“You’re losing your mind, Alexis!” he growled, as he put on his clothes from the previous day that were lying on the floor.
“It is debatable who is losing their mind in this house,” I snapped, crossing my arms over my breasts.
Oz stood up, running his hand through his bushy ginger hair before he walked to the door.
“What do you need?” he asked, still in a groggy voice.
“Just some milk and eggs and bread,” I said, stifling a smile. For all the tough-guy attitude he put on for everyone else, he was still my little brother who had no choice but to obey my commands. At least in our day-to-day lives, this aspect hadn’t changed yet.
Oz shook his head frustratedly and I followed him to the front door. He was dragging his feet, looking exhausted and I hoped that he would be too tired today to stay out all night again.
“And don’t get lost out there, just go to the shop and come back home straight away, will you?” I called after him, but he was gone before he could reply. I shut the door and went back to my laptop, watching the clock closely again.
***
Five minutes later, there was a knock on the door. I was happy thinking that Oz had returned directly, instead of getting distracted by some friend of his. But then, why would he knock instead of letting himself in?
I went to the door and opened it, ready to ask Oz if he’d forgotten his keys but it wasn’t him, it was Abe on the other side. My heart dropped to the bottom of my stomach when I saw him in front of me.
It had been a week since I visited his bar, since the incident in the storeroom and I’d hoped that I would never have to see him again. Those feelings of wanting him again, was like a shocking slap across my face.
Abe was standing there, with his hands in his jacket pockets, looking at me sheepishly.
“Oh, I didn’t expect to find you here. Someone told me you had a shift at the supermarket,” he said, and I looked into his dangerous blue eyes and felt myself sinking.
“Clearly all your information isn’t trustworthy,” I replied and his gaze dropped to my breasts, and then the spot between my legs where he had touched me. I felt naked again, like he could see right through me. The knots in my belly tightened, making my pussy ache.
“Can I come in?” he asked and I stood guard at the door.
“What do you think?” I asked, hoping that my voice didn’t quiver. Abe clenched his jaws and took a step towards me.
“I think you’re going to let me in because you have no other choice,” he said, in a deep calm voice. I was glaring at him, trying to fight the urge to let him into the apartment but in the end, my desire to be close to him won, I stepped aside.
“He’s not here, and I don’t know when he’ll be back,” I said, as Abe walked into the apartment. He looked around, and I felt strange having him in my home, his tall muscular presence.
I felt nervous around him, like I was ready to burst into flames right there. Abe breathed in and nodded.
“It’s okay, I can wait here,” he said and walked into the living room without invitation. I followed him, cursing myself for letting him in.
“I won’t allow that. I’m not going to let you wait here. If you want to find Oz, go do it yourself. I’m not going to make it easy for you,” I hissed and Abe turned to me. I had a flash of what his body might look like underneath those clothes, his rugged, muscular strong body. I could feel my mouth salivating just at the thought.
“Why don’t we take the time now, for you to explain to me just what your problem is and why you want to make this whole thing so difficult for both of us,” he said calmly.
I licked my lips. He demanded an explanation? As if anything I said to him was capable of changing his mind! I looked away from him nervously, feeling self-conscious under his steady gaze.
“I want a different life for Oz, it’s as simple as that,” I said and Abe breathed in sharply.
“Different life from this?” he asked, looking around the living room and I nodded.
“Yes”
“Well, that is exactly what I want for him too. If I take him under my wing, if he works with me; all this is going to change. Both of you are going to have a far better life,” Abe said, watching me as I shook my head.
“Don’t think for one second that you can tempt me with your money. That is not what I’m talking about when I say change. I want his life to be different from yours, from what our father had. I don’t care how much money he makes, as long as he is safe and leading a normal life!” I raged at him and he took a few quick long strides to make his way closer to me.
I had my chin lifted up, facing him as confidently as I could manage. Abe clenched his jaws, squinting his blue eyes at me.
“I don’t know what your father did to your family, but it’s not going to be the same with Oz,” he said through gritted teeth.
“How do you know that?” I hissed and he brought his face closer to me, close enough so I could kiss him if I wanted to.
“Because none of my brothers at the MC are alone. We all look out for each other, we are safer in our lives than you will ever be on the outside,” he said, in a deep guttural growl.
I looked away from him, staring at the window in the room as I tried to gather myself. Having him standing so close to me, looking like that…it made me believe everything he was saying. I could feel myself weakening, crumbling under his gaze.
“Alexis, look at me!” he said and I did as I was told, facing him again. Abe’s face was dark and pinched, I could see that he was angry too but this was my brother we were talking about. He wasn’t going to convince me with a few empty promises.
“I am going to change Oz’ life, for the better,” he said and I shook my head.
“No! No, you are not. You are going to ruin him, you are going to put his life in danger and then he’s going to get shot and I’m going to be all alone!” I cried. My eyes had watered and I realized I was screaming. As one teardrop rolled down my cheek, Abe grabbed me by my waist and pulled me to himself.
“Don’t you fucking cry, woman!” he growled and he pressed his hands to my cheeks, pinching my face and pulling it to himself. I looked into his eyes, my breath was caught in my throat…he was going to kiss me again! I fell on him, wrapping my arms around his neck as he kissed me.
Our lips were fuzed, sliding and slipping over and into each other’s mouths. I was breathless, my body was shaking with desire for him. Abe grunted as he pushed his tongue into my mouth, parting my lips and I drank him in. I tugged at the collar of his jacket, pressing my hips into his stomach and then he was lifting me up.
He picked me up and put me down on the back of our couch, my legs dangled in front of me.
“Fuck, Alexis, why are you so irresistible!” he growled angrily as he took his jacket off and threw it to the floor. I was already unbuttoning my shirt and my breasts spilled out, I wasn’t wearing a bra.
Abe grunted like a wild beast as he pounced on my breasts. His mouth clamped down on my left nipple and he sucked wildly. I arched my spine backwards, running my fingers over his velvety hair while his mouth remained stuck to my breasts
. His wet tongue sliding and sucking and nibbling on my nipples was the most explosive feeling. I felt like I could have come right there.
He continued to suck, while his hands started working on my linen pants, sliding them down my legs. With no panties to remove, Abe’s fingers found my pussy wet was ready for him already. I cried out with delight as his fingers stroked my clit again. He smacked his mouth away from my swollen throbbing nipple and looked up at me, his blue eyes were glittering with hunger.