“But what about this morning? Why did you leave?”
“Because I had a nightmare in which I accidentally hurt you. It reminded me that I can’t be that selfish and start relationship with you when I’m not good for you.”
“Oh, Noah.” I cupped his cheeks. “You’re an idiot. How do you know that? How do you know for sure that you would hurt me at some point? You don’t know, and while I understand how serious your issue is, I don’t want you to cut me out of your life without even giving us a chance.”
He placed his hands over mine, smiling so softly at me. “Now, I know that. I finally figured out that you’re the only person who can help me. With you, I can only be better.” He placed his forehead against mine. “Jesus, Emma. I love you so much, and all I want is to make you happy. I’m so sorry for everything. So terribly sorry.”
I returned his smile. “I forgive you. Even though it was wrong, you did all that to protect me, but no more pushing me away, okay? From now on, we’re talking about everything and working on resolving issues together.”
There was no way to explain properly the expression of pure happiness on his face. “Thank you!” He kissed my forehead, his eyes filled with tears. “Thank you so much, sweetheart. You’re amazing.” He kissed my nose. “You’re the most amazing girl, and I love you so much.”
His lips ended on mine, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, needing him flush against me. I moved from the armchair and straddled him on the floor, beside myself with joy.
“I love you too, Noah. I think I never actually stopped loving you. I tried to and I thought I had, but that was all a lie.”
His arms tightened around me, his lips giving me the most loving kiss ever. I was in heaven, feeling like the missing puzzles of my life were in their place at last.
“So, do you want to be my girlfriend again?”
“You don’t even have to ask me that. Of course, I want.”
I kissed him again, but this time our kiss deepened and grew heated, our bodies grinding against each other.
My pussy was throbbing rapidly, the friction of his cock against my core creating the most amazing sensations in me. I was impatient, my hands working fast as I unbuttoned his shirt and slid it up and over his head before I flung it away. His hands were moving in a frenzy too, taking off my blouse and bra and leaving my upper body naked.
“Sweet, sweet Emma. You’ve always been the most beautiful girl for me.” His eyes were glued to my breasts, lust in them too potent.
“But I’m sure there are many prettier girls out there.”
“But I don’t give a fuck about them. You’ve always been the only girl that attracted me this much. No one can compare to you.”
He cupped my breasts and stroked them slowly, his lips making a journey from my neck and shoulder to my nipple.
“Look at you,” he muttered above my hard nub. “So perfect.” I moaned when his lips wrapped around it and sucked at it, making me wet. His hand went down my stomach and into my jeans, finding my swollen clitoris right away. “And so wet. Fuck. I can never get enough of you.”
He moved us so that I was lying on the floor with him hovering above me. He unzipped my jeans and helped me get rid of them and did the same to his. A few seconds later, our fully naked bodies entangled, our lips fused together in a passionate kiss that rocked my world.
“Fuck me, honey,” I begged him, my voice hoarse, and wound my legs around his waist. “I can’t take it anymore. Please.”
Not wasting a moment, his dick penetrated me, reaching deep inside of me in one powerful thrust.
“Ah, yes! So good!” I arched my back, taking all of him. “It feels amazing.”
He supported himself against his elbows and started moving, fucking me quickly. “Ah, babe. You’re so tight and wet, and it’s the best feeling ever.”
He held my gaze as he pumped into me, his eyes so dark that I was losing myself in them. He was so handsome.
My pleasure was reaching the bursting point fast, each nerve in me strung with the impeding climax. I was going to come any second…
“Yes. Come on my cock. Now.”
With that, I burst into thousand pieces, an overwhelming pleasure drowning me. He didn’t stop even for a second, fucking me even harder now, and I couldn’t stop screaming. It was too good!
“I’m going to cum deep inside of you. I’m going to fill your sweet little pussy with my seed.”
“Yes. Fill my pussy. Please.”
His lips connected with mine as he increased his tempo, and then we came at the same time, calling each other’s names in rapture.
And I never felt happier than now.
“I love you,” he told me, his gaze amorous.
“I love you too. And I can’t wait to see what the future will bring us.”
This time, I was sure that we could handle anything, united more than ever.
Epilogue
A few months later
Noah
I was on my way back to my place, carrying a bouquet of roses and a little surprise for Emma. She had moved in with me a month ago, and I couldn’t be happier to have her back by my side always.
Each day brought more joy and love as we got to know each other again, but this time there was nothing more that I wanted than to make our relationship work. She was helping me a lot with my PTSD, always there to comfort me after a nightmare or help me fall asleep when I had trouble sleeping.
Even the anger subsided in time, and I didn’t have outbursts as frequent as I had before. Contrary to what I had feared before, I didn’t lash out on her or put her in any imminent danger. I was getting much better.
Emma was my anchor and my biggest support, which was giving me the strength to keep fighting against the monster in me. She helped me believe that I would be able to
get rid of it one day, and I was sure that with her by my side, I would conquer anything.
Feeling a little nervous about what was about to transpire, I entered our place and searched for her.
“Emma?”
“I’m in the kitchen!”
I smiled when I saw her next to the kitchen island as she prepared vegetables for cooking. My chest warmed at the sight of my beautiful girl. I felt so proud of her.
She raised her head to meet my gaze, and a smile broke out on her face when she saw the roses. “Oh Gosh, Noah! You didn’t have to!”
She put the knife and the potato down and rushed to meet me, opening her arms wide for an embrace.
“Hey, easy!” I said when she pulled me into a tight hug, chuckling. I returned her hug with one arm and kissed her, missing the feel of her velvety lips.
“Thank you, honey. You’re so sweet.” She took the flowers, looking at them like they were the best gift ever. She sniffed them, the gentle expression on her face touching and heartwarming.
It never failed to surprise me just how humble she was. She was beyond happy even with the smallest things, and I was glad that I was able to put a smile on her face. She was perfect.
“But what is the reason for the roses?” she asked when she put them in the vase.
I came from behind her and snaked my arms around her waist, bringing my lips to her neck. She smelled exquisitely, awaking my cock that grew fully rigid in two seconds flat.
“Do I need a reason?”
“You don’t, but you look a bit weird. What’s going on?”
I let out a chuckle, surprised with how well she could read me. I took a step and pulled her around to face me, my face turning serious. “You’re right. There is a reason, apart from wanting to make the most beautiful woman happy.”
My heart was pounding hard and fast, and my palms actually started sweating. Wow. I hadn’t felt this nervous since the day I asked her out for the first time.
“You’re scaring me a bit. Is everything okay?”
I cupped her cheek, smiling at her. “Yeah. Everything is okay. The thing is, I’ve been thinking about something for days.”