Page 101 of Love Heals
"It's okay," Jared said, pulling me close again. "We can do this."
"I'm not worried." Once the words had left my mouth, I realized that they were true. This wasn't a bad thing. I could rely on Jared, and together, we could do this. We could do anything. Even raise a baby.
Oh my God, we were going to have ababy.
A strange, giddy feeling spread from my chest area to the rest of my body. I laughed, without knowing why. The urge just came over me.
"Silas?"
I grinned at Jared. "Kiss me. And then fuck me."
Jared's brows rose just a fraction, but then he smiled too. "Anything you want."
My grin grew wider, because I knew that he meant that. He actually cared what I wanted—and tonight, I was going to get it. He kissed me, and while he did, I opened the buckle of his belt, eager to get him into my hand... and other places. I let him go only long enough for him to lose the rest of his clothes. He looked beautiful like that, naked, but I didn't waste much time admiring the sight. Maybe another night, but right now, I had a very clear goal: get this man inside of me, just to prove to myself that I could, that I was free.
Jared picked up a bottle of lube and I grabbed it from him to spread the thick liquid over my fingers and then his cock. He was fully hard for me. Another beautiful sight.
"You're sure you're ready for this?" he asked, as if there were any doubt.
I gave his cock a squeeze. "Can't think of anything I want more right now." I pushed at his shoulder for him to roll over so I could position myself on top of him.
"You want to... Just like that?" Jared's voice hitched a little bit as I straddled his hips.
I rewarded him with the sweetest smile in my repertoire. "I don't need preparation." One upside of being a vampire. My body was nowhere near as vulnerable as that of a mortal, and even if it had been... I had enough experience to know exactly what I was doing. "Just relax," I told Jared as I gripped him tightly, and then guided his cock into me.
He didn't relax. His muscles bunched under me, his eyes screwed shut. I grinned again, feeling his arousal grow stronger, his need for me spiking.
Time to move things up a notch.
In one swift move, I impaled myself fully on Jared, ripping a moan from his throat as my inner muscles stretched around him, then clenched. God, he felt so good inside of me, scratching an itch I could never quite reach before. For a moment, I closed my eyes and just breathed, reveling in the feeling, in the smell of him all around me.
"You enjoy that?" I asked then, gazing at Jared, at the lust in his eyes. He wanted me to move, I could tell. For once, though, that was up to me. Another feeling that I reveled in. Still, I decided to grant his unspoken wish.
After all, it was what I wanted too.
I didn't bother starting slow either. Slow wouldn't have satisfied either of us. My body burned for Jared, and all my senses told me that he had to be feeling the same way. Up and down I went, Jared's hips meeting me at every turn, thrusting up for maximum impact whenever I lowered myself, helping me hit that sweet spot that made stars dance across my vision.
It was absolutely perfect. The way we moved together, the way my need spiraled higher and higher with every thrust...
The absolute silence in my head.
Jared's fingers dug into my hips, his face contorting. My cue that he was struggling to hold on. My cue to bear down on him and squeeze him for all he was worth. A deep moan fell from his lips, followed by my name. The next moment, his hot seed coated my insides.
Once his hips stopped shaking, I let myself collapse on top of him. He rolled us over, until we were lying side by side, facing each other. His lips found mine, and then his hand found my cock. I sighed against his mouth, still hard. Not for long, though. Jared's tongue shoved past my lips, claiming my mouth. His hand roughly jerked my cock, exactly the way I liked it. He remembered that I didn't want vanilla, I realized, and what was more, he didn't think there was anything wrong with that.
He didn't think there was anything wrong withme.He wanted me to be his in spite of everything. Because he saw the person I was with all my facets.
I stiffened against him as my balls drew tight and his lips bruised mine.
Yours, I thought, and then I came so hard I didn't think anything else for several minutes. My climax rolled over me, peaked, and took forever to abate while I let myself be carried by the waves, safe in Jared's arms.
I almost fell asleep like that, but Jared said something that made me open my eyes again. "Are you okay with everything?" he asked.
"Everything?" I tilted my head at him, feeling a little bit drowsy and very, very sated.
"There's some big changes coming up."
"You mean the baby?"
"Not only that, but yes."
"We'll figure it all out," I said, even though I still found it hard to wrap my head around the fact that I was going to be a dad. Never in a million years would I have thought that possible. Now that it was becoming a reality, though? I smiled and rested my head on Jared's chest.
I couldn't wait for my new coven to grow.
